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God Has Purpose For Everything!

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 11:22:00 -0600

Many of you know from reading here for a while, that my husband was put on Opiate pain killers for his back pain. Never being informed by his Dr that they were addictive and then another Dr. sent him to a Methadone Clinic to get him off the pain killers. Through the last four years of symptoms getting worse and worse. Irritableness, withdrawals, profuse sweating, no energy, weight gain and everything else caused by opiates, it's been hard to understand why God would allow something like this to happen. Did he have a purpose? Could He bring good out of all this horrible stuff going on in our lives? Those Dr.'s should have to pay for what they did! It isn't fair! Why us, Lord????

Well a lot of our questions have been answered! While it still doesn't seem right that a Dr. would get his patient addicted to an opiate and then that another Dr. would send him to a Methadone clinic to get hooked on the worst drug of them all, I don't have the anger and resentment towards those Dr.'s that I did.

Last Saturday, we left home around 4:30am and headed for Ohio to pick up my Uncle Frido and Aunt Beth. We arrived at their house in the rain, later than we had planned. We had to pack their luggage in the van in the rain....not so pleasant, but we lived! And we ended up getting left about an hour later than we wanted to. But we did arrive in Macon, GA at our Hampton in not too bad of time!

Sunday we traveled on to Indian Shores Florida, where we reserved a condo for a week. We arrived there about 8pm and unloaded.

We walked across the street to the beach, on the Gulf, and marveled at the wonders of a mighty God! We always end up singing, "How Great Thou Art" when we get to the ocean! It truly is marvelous!

Monday Morning, Uncle Frido took Todo to Tarpon Springs to the Helen Ellis Hospital where Florida Detox is located. He had his blood work and paperwork done, while Uncle Frido came back to the Condo, the rest of us loaded up in the van and they took me to Florida Detox. Todo and I attended the 3 hour seminar and Uncle Frido and Aunt Beth took the boys and went grocery shopping for the week. Monday evening Todo and I met with Dr Sponaugle and went over options and what would take place through the treatment. We discovered that Dr. Sponaugle has a love the the Lord and we are so thankful that God led us to him. Uncle Frido's picked us up and since Todo was to go under anesthesia the following day, Dr. Sponaugle told him to go eat, but not to eat any meat. So we went to Olive Garden and Todo had a Ricotta Manicotti! He did good!

Tuesday morning Uncle Frido, Todo and I headed for the Helen Ellis Hospital again. After some problems getting the money wired in, they finally got the confirmation and Todo was taken up to the 7th floor about 11:20am. Uncle Frido and I headed back for the Condo, had lunch and the boys napped. I called the Hospital about 3:45 pm and was told that Todo was nearly done with the procedure and there was no complications, he was stable and would sleep all night. Thank you Lord Jesus! After the boys woke up, we took them out on the beach to play in the sand and pick up shells. It was so nice and Sunny and we had so much fun. We took some lovely Sunset pictures!

Wednesday morning after 9am, we were allowed to go see Todo! That was hard waiting that long. But we got around and got to the hospital about 10:30 or so. Todo was sleeping and he woke up when we came in. He said he could definitely tell the Opiates were gone from his system! He could think clear again and felt like a fog had lifted. Praise God! It worked just like we expected it to work! He took a little walk with us down to the second floor patio and we visited for a little bit, but he was still really groggy, so we didn't stay too long. We did stop at a fruit stand after we left the hospital. Todo didn't have much appetite but he did say that fruit sounded good. So we got him some strawberries and Honeybell oranges and took them back to him. Then we left him to sleep the rest of the day and we went to WalMart, had lunch at Subway and took the scenic route back down to Indian Shores. We went out on the beach again for a little while, played in the sand and took some more sunset pictures.

Thursday, I drove myself the 40 minutes up to Tarpon Springs to spend the day with Todo, while Uncle Frido and Aunt Beth took the boys to the beach, gave them naps and fed them. I had a Care Takers meeting to attend Thursday morning, so I went to that and then went up to see Todo. We went for a walk downstairs for Todo to get his first Massage and while I was waiting, I ran some errands for him and when I came back, Gary, one of the nurses, told me not to run off, they were going to be releasing Todo! We weren't expecting him to be released till Friday! But he was doing so good, they released him early. So when he was done with his massage, we met with Dr Sponaugle again and we had no more than got in his office and he asked us to stand as prayer warriors as he prayed for Gary. So the four of us spent about 45 minutes in prayer for Dr. Sponaugles nurse who was going through a rough time. I won't go into those details, but I will say that I could tell that Gary was very touched and I know that Todo and I were too. I was so humbled by Dr. Sponaugles prayer and through it, God showed me and for this purpose He brought us to Florida Detox. His plan for our lives is perfect and He needed us there at this moment. Not only to stand in intercession for Gary, but to see in our lives that we are too often ungrateful and selfish. This made me realize that I couldn't be angry with the Dr.'s that put Todo on the opiates or the Dr that sent him to the Methadone clinic. God had brought it to this end and it was perfect. Just as He is perfect! We came out of that prayer feeling more blessed and humbled than we've felt in a long time! God was certainly in our presence in that office! We took a 5 minute break and then we met again with Dr. Sponaugle and Dennis to talk about the meds that Todo would be taking temporarily to help with withdrawals and anxiety. By the end of the evening we felt like we had a special bond with Dr. Sponaugle and that he was a friend and brother in Christ, more than the Dr. that performed the treatment! He wondered if we'd be interested in moving to Florida the next time an opening comes up for a person to answer phones and talk to those calling about going through the treatment! Wow! What an opportunity to minister to others and encourage others! He likes to employe people who have been through the treatment because they know what it's like and they can be so reassuring and helpful to those who are coming in, not knowing what to expect! We were so blest by talking to Paula, the lady that answered the phone when we called! She had a wonderful testimony! So we will be in prayer about that until the time comes and know that God will have an answer ready for us! Here's a picture, left to right, Dr. Rick Sponaugle, Todo, and Ryan (Dr. Sponaugle's son)

Friday morning, Todo and I took the boys to the beach, the boys were so excited to have their Daddy back!

And by then I could tell that Todo was a totally different person than he's been for the last 2 years! He's more chipper and positive, not irritable, not hot all the time! Thank you Lord, for bringing us to Florida! I would recommend that anyone who is addicted to drugs or alcohol, go see Dr. Sponaugle! God has blessed him with the knowledge to know how to administer the Rapid Detox in the safest manor! The other clinic's and Hospitals aren't as safe as the way Dr. Sponaugle does the treatment. He gives all glory to God for showing him how to do it in a safe and effective manor! We are so Thankful we didn't go to MI. God was watching out for us the whole time, if we could have only seen it! We know now that God wanted us in Florida, not MI, not Chicago, not California, He wanted us in Florida. He knew Todo would be in the safest hands there. That Hands of His child; Dr. Sponaugle.

Well folks, I'm going to retire for tonight and finish this out later! I do want to thank you all for your prayers this past week! A miracle came to our family and we are so grateful for the prayers and a God who loves to bless His children!

....CONTINUED......

After meeting with Dr. Sponaugle and Dennis, on Thursday we took some pictures and went back upstairs to get released and collect Todo's belongings. All I had eaten all day was 3 granola bars so I was starved and when we walked in his room, his supper was there. He still didn't have much appitite so didn't want it. So I sat down and ate it. It was delicious! Turkey, dressing, gravy, peas and carrots, roll, pumpkin pie and iced tea! YUMMY! The Nurse came in and went over all the meds with me that I would be administering to Todo. The reason for the caregiver is after going through Rapid Detox patients will tend to forget if they took their medication, so a caregiver is asigned to take care of that. I'm not sure my memory is as good as Todo's though! I can't seem to remember everything they said, but the good thing is, I can call them anytime I need help. They want us to call everyday, but we don't get it done. While I was eating, the mother of another patient came in. She had been in the caretakers meeting with me that morning and we'd visited some. I had shared that we couldn't afford to come back down for a followup like they suggested, and she wanted to help us be able to come back down. She gave me a little wad of money, which, I was so touched I didn't count it right away! But when I did there was $600! God! You really will care for our every need won't You? Why is it so hard for us to just trust You?

Friday after we went to the beach, we put the boys in the van and went back up to Florida Detox for Todo to get his other Massage. Dennis wanted to see us too, so we spent some time going over meds and how it was going and we took the scenic route back to Indian Shores! Friday evening we just layed around the Condo, did some laundry.

Satruday morning, we spent the morning on the beach again! Aunt Beth and I walked the beach picking up shells while Todo and Uncle Frido played with the boys. About noon, Todo took the boys back to the Condo, fed them lunch and they all took naps. I stayed out with Aunt and Uncle. Uncle Frido and I went out past where the waves break and waded thigh deep in the Gulf.

Aunt Beth relaxed on Todo's launge chair for a while and Uncle Frido and I walked the beach. We went back to the Condo about 3pm, took showers and got dressed. We went down to St. Pete Beach and ate supper at Crabby Bills.

Watched the sun set over the Gulf. On the way home we stopped at a souvineir shop. When we got back to the Condo, we packed most of our stuff and went to bed.

Sunday morning, we got around, loaded the van and left the Condo about 9:30 or so.

It was really hard leaving that beautiful weather and coming north! It started to rain somewhere in GA. We got to Cleveland TN about 8:30 or 9 and spent the night at a Hampton Inn.

Monday morning, we left the Hampton after breakfast and traveled about 1/2 hour to visit with Todo's parents for a little while. They live in a Christian Community in TN and we hadn't been to their place yet since they moved.

Todo's parents house.....

.....and their new house, not yet done.

We didn't get to spend much time there. But they sent us on our way with a bunch of bulk stuff from their little market. We got back to Ohio to Aunt Beth's about 10:30 pm. We spent the night there.

Tuesday morning, Aunt Beth fixed us a yummy breakfast and we sorted out all our stuff in the van and headed home about noon. We got home about 4:30 and walked into a COLD house. The batteries in the Thermostate went dead while we were gone. There was water dripping in the basement, one ceiling tile was soaked and there was a little puddle of water on the floor in the master bathroom. We discovered that it must have been leaking because it was chilly, but no busted pipes. We changed the batteries and got the furnace going and it took a while to get it warmed up, but by bedtime it was warm.

God really blessed our trip and we are grateful to Him for traveling mercies and for leading us all the way!

Itinerary

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:23:00 -0600

Here is our Itinerary, Please keep us in your prayers!

Saturday Jan 13, 2007: Leave home @ 4:00am

Arrive @ Uncle Frido's by 8:00am

Leave there soon after, hopefully.

Stop at GA and spend the night

Sunday Jan 14, 2007: Travel on to FL and get checked into Condo.

Monday Jan 15, 2007: Seminar @ Hospital in FL

Tuesday Jan 16, 2007: Morning: Todo goes under Anesthesia and Detox treatment starts

He will be spending the day in ICU

Wednesday Jan 17, 2007 Todo spends the day in ICU

Thursday Jan 18, 2007: Todo is released from hospital

Friday Jan 19, 2007: Spending the day doing whatever in Florida, not sure yet.

Saturday Jan 20, 2007: Checking out of the Condo and heading home

Sunday Jan 21, 2007: Should be getting home today.

That's it, Lord willing. I'll post about our trip when we get home. I don't have a laptop, so won't be able to keep you posted.

I reposted the detailed reason for our trip below this post, so if you haven't read that, please do. Just want the facts out there so no rumors are started.

In Jesus, the Hillocks family

Yet There Is HOPE!

Tue, 9 Jan 2007 13:55:00 -0600

These last two weeks have been quite an ordeal for us! Let me start 4 years ago when Todo re-injured his back, causing sciatic pain so bad he couldn't work. His Dr. put him on opiate pain pills, not once telling us the dangers of him getting addicted to them. We were totally ignorant about these pills, so didn't think a thing about it. His orthopedic surgeon was a wonderful Christian man and he suggested that if Todo felt at all like he was doing better, to NOT have surgery, which now we're glad we didn't go that route! So two years after later, his pain is totally gone and he quit taking the pain pills. Hold it, NO! He couldn't! That's when he discovered that his body had become so dependant on them that when he stopped he felt like his insides were crawling out and horrible nausea, shakes and more! It was awful! So he went to his Dr, who by this time was a different Dr. as we moved from CA to IN in that time. His Dr. here didn't want to mess with him, so he sent him to a Methadone Clinic to take Methadone. Never telling us how horrible it could end up. Methadone is the Monster of all drugs, they use it to help Heroin addict stop shooting up, and also to help people addicted to opiate pain pills get off the pills. But now, we find out that it's virtually imposable to get off the Methadone without being off work for months if not over a year! We can't afford that! So we surfed till we found a method that's been found to be 100% successful in getting off the Methadone in 7 days and back to work the following week! What a miracle! We have been praying for some time that God would help him get off this horrible stuff so we can have a normal life again. It's a controlling monster and nobody ever should want to get hooked on it! Todo hates it! I can't imagine, having never been on it personally what it must be like, but I live with him and I know it's horrible! So anyway, we were working on figuring out how to get a loan to save the funds to take him through Rapid Detox for some time and on Jan. 3, he was called into the office at work and asked to resign until he's off the methadone. If he would resign, THEY WANT HIM BACK! And he won't lose his employee position, his seniority or his vacation status! He's a star driver (milk truck driver) and they didn't want to have to do it, but a law has been made since he was hired that it's illegal for them to hire anyone on Methadone and it's illegal for him to drive semi on it. So it really is a blessing that they asked him to resign. Plus this put the heat on us to get the funds to take him through the treatment. So we have funding now and we started making plans and accommodation reservations! I thought that part would be fun, but I've found out it can be a headache! I talked to Todo's Aunt Bryna yesterday about getting a time share, but the only one available is an hour and 20 minutes away, all through the City of Tampa, FL. Oh yeah, back track, we're going to the Florida Detox in Tarpon Springs FL. We don't really want to drive that far, so we decided to keep looking. Uncle Frido and Aunt Beth are going with us, so glad that worked out! And after talking to Uncle Frido on the phone last night, as we both surfed the net for accommodations, and me still looking online today, I found a Condo that is perfect! It's only 40 minutes away from the hospital and it has 2 bedrooms, 1 bathroom, fully furnished kitchen, living area, fenced in court yard (which was suppose to be $50 extra each night, but she forgot to tell me that so she waived that fee!) And it's right on the Gulf! It was remodeled in 2005/6 so it's basically new and it has a gorgeous setting! We did get a pretty good deal on it, so we're excited about it! Here's some pictures....

There's a beach within walking distance of the condo! We have a washer and dryer on premises we can use. We can cut down on our dining expense by shopping and cooking in our condo! And it will really be nice for the boys to have the fenced courtyard to play in!

So we leave EARLY Saturday morning, drive 4 hours to Uncle Frido and Aunt Beth's, they'll ride with us. We have reservations in Macon, GA for Saturday night and then we'll arrive at our Condo, Lord willing on Sunday afternoon. Todo's the only one who's ever been to Florida and then it was just to deliver a camper, not a vacation! So we're all excited about going! But the highlight of the trip is, we're going to get our hubby/daddy back! After the treatment most people feel like a totally different person and are back to work within a week of arriving home! Had he chosen to go off of it by just decreasing his doses, which he's tried several times and it never worked, he still would be looking at months of horrible withdrawals and since Methadone stores in fat cells and bone marrow for 6 months after you're off of it, he still wouldn't be able to go back to work for months after he's off of it. So comparing cost of the treatment with loss of income in the time he would be off to try going off himself, it's much cheeper to do the Rapid Detox. We really feel like God has been watching over us and through searching led us to find Florida Detox!

The rest of this week will be cleaning, packing and getting ready to go, so I won't be posting much. Please keep us in your prayers from the 13th through the 21st, that we'll have safe travels and especially on the 16th - 18th, while Todo is in the ICU getting treatment! Prayers are so powerful and we've felt them so far through all we're dealing with now! Thank you so much for your prayers and continued prayers!

Love in Jesus, Todo, Berylla, Berylac and Olo

Prayer Request!

Thu, 4 Jan 2007 09:17:00 -0600

We're Unemployed!

Well a great day, turned a little bit bittersweet! Todo had his meeting with the Human Resources lady and the Operations Manager when he got back to the yard today. He was asked to voluntarily resign until he's off of the medication. Because it is illegal for them to employ anyone who is on that specific medication. The Human Resources lady felt really bad about having to ask him to resign, she said, "You don't know me, (she's new) but I know you well, I've poured over all your files and you're a wonderful driver and WE WANT YOU BACK!" It's tough, but we do understand that they can't do something that's illegal. When Todo was hired in 2004, the state was still deciding wether or not to make it illegal to drive on a CDL with this medication. And since then it has become illegal. So it's out of our hands and Todo's employers hands. Which in the long run it's going to be better this way, because we were working on getting the funds to get him through the 7 day detox anyway and now we just have to get more serious about it and get it here so we can go up to the clinic. We're hoping and praying my Grandparents will help us out. Please Pray for us that we'll be able to get the funds! And believe me, if I could sue the Dr that got him on this stuff to begin with, I would! But it's been 4 years and after 3 years, our attorney said they can't do anything about it. It seems so unfair that a Dr could so such a criminal act against a patient and act as if it was totally okay and normal! GRRRR....... I'm still trying to see anything good in this that I can!

The one good thing is, that he could be back to work within the month! If we can get the money to go through the antisthesia detox as soon as next week, it will only take 7 days and he'll be free and clear and back to work! They also told him that he will not loose any seniority and they won't even think twice about hiring him back. They all want him back! That's so comforting to know that he has job security once he can go back to work!

So here's my plea! PRAY FOR US!

New Friends

Wed, 3 Jan 2007 14:19:00 -0600

I had a wonderful day today! I met a xanga friend and we really hit it off! We are so much alike, you'd think we were related or something! We met at McDonalds and sat and visited for a little over 2 hours while the kids played in the playland! I have only ever done that with another mother one time and it's so fun, I should definitely do it more often! I think we could have sat there and talked longer, but she had appointments and I had to run to Sam's Club and the bank. So yeah, after McDonalds we went to the bank, then to Sam's Club. I had to get a bunch of blank video's so we can record some movies....our DVR list is getting full!

Todo called and has a meeting at work with the Operations Manager, he's a little worried, not sure what it's about, but I'm sure he'll be fine, he's been a good worker and the dispatchers and owners seem to like him, so I'm not to worried. Anyway, God's in control and whatever is suppose to happen will happen. He's hoping he's coming home after that. We haven't seen him since Sunday evening when he went to work! Oh my goodness! That means we haven't seen him yet in 2007! Since last year! Oh, that sounds bad! I'm really looking forward to this weekend and being able to spend time with him.

Well, I need to go declutter my living room and wash a few dishes. I'm doing good today with no sugar! I had a salad for lunch and ate a few of the boys apples with their caramel sauce, so didn't have much sugar there! I'm on a roll, I'm going to try to not have to much more today. Keep prayin' for me! I know that if I go a few weeks without it, I won't crave it as bad anymore, so I really have to work hard at giving it up.

Happy New Year!

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 21:50:00 -0600

Now I Resolve.....

A New Year, New Beginnings. Lord to follow you more closely and to see You in every situation we find ourselves in! To know that you are walking with us every step and carrying us when we cannot walk alone!

1. Spend more time with Jesus each day
2. Learn to lead a healthier lifestyle
3. Exercise at least 4 times a week
4. Establish routines for each day
5. Teach the boys to follow routines of their own
6. Let my Light shine, that others may see and know truth
7. Avoid gossip
8. Try to Send Birthday cards to relatives and friends better
9. Strengthen Friendships
10. Leave the Past behind, Forgive and Forget

I use to think New Years Resolutions were crazy, because nobody ever follows them anyway. But why not have some things that you want to make a new beginning and fresh start on in a New Year!

Thought for the day: [You cannot go forward looking back, you will eventually run into something]

Our Christmas

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 14:41:00 -0600

I mentioned before that the guys couldn't wait till Christmas to open gifts, so since Todo had two days that he delivered early and got home early, we decided to have our Christmas one of those days. On Friday the 22nd we opened gifts. First Todo Read the Christmas story from the Egermeier's Bible Story Book,

then I did the Usborne Advent book with the boys.

I know it's suppose to be spread out over a few weeks, but I just don't have a place to keep a little cardboard nativity set up for weeks. So we read the book and set up the pieces! They loved it!

Then we opened gifts. Berylac was totally thrilled with his Leap Pad

and Madagascar book!

And Olo was exstatic about his Leap Frog Phonics train set!

And "Lets Go Fishin' " game!

They both loved both things and they share them really good! I'm so proud of them! Maybe there is hope!

Then we had potato soup for lunch and tore into the gingerbread house we made earlier this week! That was a yummy treat! I've NEVER made a Gingerbread house before!

Sour Cream Sugar Cookies

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 21:10:00 -0600

What a fun Saturday! I didn't get much done that I wanted to, but I spent quality time with the boys and it was so worth it! First we went to Michaels and got some soft touch cookie cutters! Ever used them? They're wonderful! They are metal, but they have rubber cover on the top so you don't damage your hand when you push it into the dough! While we were there I got some wrapping paper, a couple Christmas presents that I'm going to take back, and a few odds and ends and a Gingerbread House Kit! We've never done one of those and Todo has wanted me to get one before, so I called him and he was all for it, of course! Then we went to WallyWorld....I very much dislike that place, but it's hard to find stuff at their prices! I was looking for a seat cushion for Todo's truck seat and I can't find one anywhere! All we got there was more wrapping paper, gift stickers and bows. Then we stopped at Dollar General for blank videos to copy movies off the TV and back home. The boys just couldn't wait to start making cookies! I only made a 1/2 a batch. Todo has a certain cookie in mind and I haven't been able to figure out what it is, so I keep trying recipes and so far haven't found the right one. So we'll see if this one is it. I got the recipe from Aunt Beth and she said the lady she got it from was a wonderful cook and worked at the High School she went to. So, here's the recipe:

Sour Cream Sugar Cookies

1 1/2 pint sugar
3/4 pint lard
2/3 pint sour cream and milk (if using all cream, use only 1 cup lard)
2 eggs
2 tsp soda
a little salt
1 tsp nutmeg
1 tsp lemon extract
Flour--enough to make soft dough--about 10 cups

Cream Sugar and lard. Add eggs and salt--beat well. Dissolve soda in milk and stir into lard mixture. Add flour, nutmeg and lemon extract. Roll and cut with cookie cutters. Sprinkle with sugar and bake, or bake and ice with buttercream frosting.

This is an old recipe, so it doesn't say what to bake them at, but I baked them at 350 for about 10-11 minutes. You don't want them to feel done when you take them out, or they will end up too hard!

Oh yes, we got Christmas Sprinkles at Michaels too! It was so fun....now to stay out of them! They are really good! I'm going to make another batch tomorrow.

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Conditional Giving

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 19:41:00 -0600

Have you ever offered to help someone out if they will do certain things first? Or helped them and then try to manipulate them to live like you want them to because you helped them? Or has someone offered to help you if you will live the way they want you to? What kind of loving and giving is that? If God loves us unconditionally, and he helped us out, by sending Jesus to die for our sins, unconditionally, why can't we do the same for others. Imagine writing a letter to a needy family and saying. "If you will go to this church, send your kids to this school and work at this job, I'll pay your rent for 6 months." If I was the needy family, I'd be thinking, "What kind of Christian is that?" I am always catching myself telling the boys, in fact I did it today. "If you'll be good and listen while we're in town, we'll stop at McDonalds on the way home." What on earth was I thinking. That doesn't work. It never has and I keep doing it. Taking privileges away does not work for my kids. I don't know about yours, but not mine. And if I tell them that, that Conditional. God's love is not conditional, he blesses us with so much even when we fail. Praise God for His Tender Mercies and Unconditional Love for us, His imperfect people. Can we see our way to bless others no matter what they do or how they act?

So today, yes, we went to town. Went to Penneys for our final picture taking fiasco! And what a fiasco it was! As I said I bribed them, but it didn't work. You'd think I'd learn. Anyway, they both totally cut up the whole time and would not settle down. But Miracles do happen! And I happen to Love the photographer that took them today. I always request her. She's a mom herself so she's not as frustrated with wiggly kids as the young single photographers can be sometimes. She did get some snapped just in time, in between their wiggling, squirming and dancing. I'm so glad it's over! This happens every time I try to take their pictures together. I think they feed on each other and it makes it worse. I told Todo, that next year, I'm taking their yearly pictures the month of their birthday and at Christmas time all I'll have to worry about is family pictures or ones of both boys together, whichever we're doing.

This afternoon, I have laundry to do and I'd really like to work on my desk again....those of you who were reading a couple months ago when I cleaned my desk off, well, it's back to the way it was before and needs a lot of sorting done again! Don't know why I can't just keep it clean! I HATE PAPERWORK!!!!!!!!!!!