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been a while

Mon, 21 May 2007 05:50:00 -0500

wow it sure has been a while. hope everyone is good. life has been well ... life and i guess i leave that at that. i dont know what has been going on. i doubt any of this is going to make sence so .. dont bother trying. i just need to vent. i have so much running through my mind and im hoping that this will help. a lot of times writing things out will do it. but i havent done this in a while so what the heck why not. my mind feels like a rubber band. like some one is pulling and flicking it all around. makes for one awsome migrane. im havin some great shoulder pains too. my family is moving back to ohio .. i have no idea what im doing in that area. i dont necesarlly have to move with them. so i have A LOT of thinking and praying to do befor that happens. where ever i go i need to start looking at cosmetology schools. so thats something else. im so confused. my job is retarted. and i cant sleep. and my father wants me to call him ... no comment on that. and man i complain a lot. sorry yall !!! but im feeling some what better.

my favorite song. its awsome. way better than my sob story!

Jesus Christ by Brand New

well Jesus Christ thats a pretty face, the kind youd find on someone that could save

if they dont put me away well itll be a miracle

do you belive your missing out? that everything good is happening somewhere else

but with nobody in your bed, the nights hard to get through

- and i will die all alone. and when i arive i wont know anyone -

well Jesus Christ im alone again. so what did you do those three days you were dead?

cuz this problems gunna last more than the weekend

well Jesus Christ im not scared to die, im a little bit scared of what comes after

do i get the gold chariot? do i float through the ceiling?

- do i divide and fall apart? cuz my bright is to slight to hold back all my dark

and the ship went down in sight of land. and at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?-

i kow your comin in the night like a theif. but ive had some time O Lord to hone my lying technique

i know you tihnk that im someone you can trust.

but im scared ill get scared and i swear ill try and nail you back up.

so do you think that we could work out a sign?

so ill know its you and that its over so i wont even try

i know your coming for the people like me

but weve all got wood and nails

and we turn our hate in factories

weve all got wood and nails

and we turn our hate in factories

weve all got wood and nails

and we sleep inside of this machine.

long time no talk

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 23:22:00 -0600

alright lets see... i havent been on in quite some time ... id like to get back into the habbit of pretty much every day. but things are difficult at the moment and they arent going to be getting better any time soon. so we shall see what happens. work has been going great and im in the process of getting more hours because i need them badly. i am even working tomorrow.. thanks giving from 7am-11:30am its not to bad. no one is here any ways. this will be my first thanks giving without all of my family. im really sad. and its going to be hard.its just gunna be me dad and the kids... but we are going up to ohio .. in december and i talked to one of my managers and she said that i could have the saturday befor christmas till the 4th of jan. so that is awsome.im not doin so good these days but im managing. such is life right. oh and i just found out that we are moving back up to ohio! in like march or april ... so im very excited aobut most of that. so thats a good thing. but other than that.. i dunno. so thats my exciting life folks. im not looking forward to waking up at 6 but ohhhhh well. i hope its kinda busy so i have something to do while im there! ha i love last minute shoppers! well as everyone at the store kept telling me today..... HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!! naaa.... HAPPY THANKS GIVING.. and thats what its all about .. hope yall have a great time with family and such!stay safe and buckle up!!!

a break

Tue, 7 Nov 2006 14:26:00 -0600

well im happy to say i finally get a break from work and every thing. i worked 6 days last week... bring on the mulah!!! but i dont have to go today or tomorrow...im very happy today... i get to go to the chiropractor. i have missed my past two appointments because of work. so that should be good! i havent been doing much.. i really need to work on my website. but other than that... not to much is going on. its actually... quite boring now that i think about it!... i really need a car! thats what im working on right now... getting my licens and then getting a car. soooo hopefully that will happen soooooooooon!but yea. i think thats it.

exausted

Fri, 3 Nov 2006 23:32:00 -0600

this is going to be short! im soooo tired! i had to work tonight and it was crazy but my customers were very nice and telling me that i was doing a great job! i had a couple cranky ones tho! lol! so im ready for bed and its only 9:30... oh well! i have to work tomorrow 3:30-10:00... long day. me and my lil sis are the only ones home tonight so atleast its going to be quiet! ha! soooo....im going to go watch tv while i wait for my chinese to get here!!! yummmmmmmmmmm! i hope everyone has a great weekend!

exausted

Fri, 3 Nov 2006 20:32:00 -0600

hi

Thu, 2 Nov 2006 14:01:00 -0600

i can never think of a good title.. oh well. whatever. so i see i havent been on for quite some time now. i try to get on every day and it just doesnt happen that way. things have been going pretty well with work and everything. i had to work on halloween... that was fun. i have to work 4 days this week including today. so i hope that will go better than tuesday.... my register was beeping at me alllllll night. it kept trying to tell me to close the drawer when ..it was already closed! it was crazy... you see my register tells me things. its awsome.and makes my job much easier. but other than that... my mom is in ohio right now. im not sure for how long. so im watching the two youngins while dads at work... theyre gunna have to tough it out for a while when im at work too. oh well ... im sure theyll be just fine! well id better go and get some things done befor i have to leave!

ummm...

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 20:30:00 -0500

i started my job training today. it went well but i thought i was going to blow up the cash register. it kept beeping at me! hopefully it will go much better tomorrow... cuz wednesday i have to do the real thing (still as training) and then i will prolly start thursday. so please pray that i can do everything and remember the million and one things i have to learn lol. jk. its not that many. i think thats it. i have to go find some thing to make for me and my brother and sister for dinner. that should be fun! not!

oh and one more thing....if you havent listened to the song on my blog... listen to it. its a country song so yall can get over it. its an amazing song and i always think about my own life when i hear it and i think about all the things that are so bad but also everything God has done for me. its just a great song. hope yall like it too!

busy busy

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 20:23:00 -0500

well i have been pretty busy going back and forth to my new work. its a grocery store called winn dixie. nice place. i had to spend 50 bucks on a stinkin uniform. so that stunk. and i had to spend my saturday in orientation. that was big fun. it wasnt to bad the manager who gave it was cool and she made it interesting. so it was all good. i start my job training tomorrow . its monday, tuesday, and wednesday. its not to bad. im going to be a cashier so it should be to incredably difficult. well i hope not atleast. but oh well. a jobs a job right. and i get paid for the orientation and training ..im getting 7$ an hour. so thats a good starting pay. and i get my uniform money back! ha. hope everyone had a great weekend!

good newses!!!

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 03:40:00 -0500

my computer wasnt working..stankin thing so i couldnt post this yesterday or the day before. ok so first of on tuesday...i went to the chiropractor and found out that i have missalingnement or some thing in my spine. the pics are of my neck. they took three xrays .. i will get to see those next week. but these are pretty cool! but they said they can help me and it can be fixed so thats good!!! and second thing is ... i got the job! yeaaaaaa. i went and had a drug test today .. i passed of course. and im going to be starting soon. so thats my other good news!

so heres the pics of my spine... on my neck.its crazy!

i will try and explain this... the last little green mark on the left side is what they are all supposed to look like. as you can see only 3 out of those 14 are correct. thats not good ... and is prolly why i get headaches and dont sleep well. The yellow ones are "mild" they are worse than the others. and i dont think you can read the numbers on the sides but the normal number is 0.00 and the biggest yellow one is 0.38.big difference. so there you have it. one of my many problems lol. i will let yall know how the xrays come back!

i should of been scared...

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 21:00:00 -0500

alright ... so i went roller skating on friday... nuthing unusual there. i go a lot and am very good. not to brag. i havent fallen in only the Lord knows how long and well... friday i fell. i landed right on my right hip. it hurt soooooo bad. nuthing is broke but ive been laying on the coutch since friday night. i could barely move or walk. i looked like a little old lady and felt like one to make matters worse haha. so its not so good. i have pain from one hip to the other and in my back.but im doing better today. i can walk with out an outragous amount of pain atleast. so thats a plus. but i have an appointment at the ciropractor tomorrow for my back (finally!!!) so i hope that will be good. and i have to go to my "interview" on wednesday ... but i have to walk to the store because my dad will have the van at that time. so thats not good ....but hopefully i will be well enough to walk. so yea i had a crappy friday the 13th. and the 14th and 15th at that. ahhh such is life! whata ya gunna do right? well i hope everyone had a much better weekend than i did!!!