Jun. 22, 2009
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Waiting for God to Move
Waiting doesn't usually bother me, I can wait in a line at the bank, I can wait at the doctor's office for an appointment, and I can usually wait for dinner. Why is it I can't wait for God to move? Our family is in transition, Dear Man is applying for a new job, actually it's been hundreds of new jobs, but so far God hasn't opened the door to any of them. Before you begin to think that must mean He would like for Dear Man to stay at his old job, that company no longer exists.
We thought we might be moving to Mississippi, but apparently they hired someone they liked better. We thought he might be going to Afghanistan, but he's been turned down by that company twice now. Although today he was told by one of his past co-workers who is now working for the Afghanistan job to hang tight, hopefully they will hire him soon. Last week we even thought maybe Dear Man would go contracting and we'd travel around in our motorhome and get to see the sights, and find out what it's like to live in cramped conditions. (Not that we haven't really done that before, but that was for fun.) All to no avail.
My heart is tired of waiting, it's tired of getting excited by what might be, only to find out that some nitwits out there think my Dear Man isn't good enough for them. It makes me angry, it makes me sad, and yes, it even makes me question Dear Man.
I am not good at this kind of waiting game. Our lives are about to change, and I want to know how! Yet the Lord keeps reminding me that He is in control, He knows, and right now, I don't need to know. He has supplied all of our needs. I need to trust in Him fully. Which means I have to wait.
Couldn't there at least be a ticket with a number on it like at the DMV?
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Prayers of wisdom and peace for you and your family.