My days are going by so fast.  With my boys growing up before my eyes and my little girl  changing every day, I am constantly reminded how brief this life is.  I am so very thankful that God allowed me to be a mother.  I am amazed that He chose me to care for these children.  Corey is almost 17.  That scares me so.  I almost feel as if I've failed in the parenting department, especially when it comes to him.  Looking back there are so many things I would do differently had I the opportunity.  I cannot change things that have already been done, but I can move forward.  Yesterday I confessed some sins to God, and I must trust and believe that He will give me strength to be different.  I have felt a deep sadness in my heart lately.  At first I didn't know what was causing the sadness, but I think it has to do with my inadequacies.  I want so much for my children to desire good things and to leave my home with character.  I can't help but feel guilt over some choices I've made in my life.  God does forgive, but we are to reap what we've sown.  I do not want to pay with my children.  Dear Father, please help me.  Thank you so much for loving me and keeping me. 

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