My days are going by so fast.  With my boys growing up before my eyes and my little girl  changing every day, I am constantly reminded how brief this life is.  I am so very thankful that God allowed me to be a mother.  I am amazed that He chose me to care for these children.  Corey is almost 17.  That scares me so.  I almost feel as if I've failed in the parenting department, especially when it comes to him.  Looking back there are so many things I would do differently had I the opportunity.  I cannot change things that have already been done, but I can move forward.  Yesterday I confessed some sins to God, and I must trust and believe that He will give me strength to be different.  I have felt a deep sadness in my heart lately.  At first I didn't know what was causing the sadness, but I think it has to do with my inadequacies.  I want so much for my children to desire good things and to leave my home with character.  I can't help but feel guilt over some choices I've made in my life.  God does forgive, but we are to reap what we've sown.  I do not want to pay with my children.  Dear Father, please help me.  Thank you so much for loving me and keeping me. 

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Posted by authorDonna

just remember Sandy, that in our weakness, God's mercy, strength and love shine brightest. Lean on Him my friend and He'll never fail you. But I think you already know that. Give your kids a pat on the back for me and tell them that an old homeschooler says 'hi'.

authordonna

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Posted by ktneis

I also have a 17 year old and a 20 year old son. No matter what you do as a parent, your child will be whoever they are good or bad. Although if we tried our best to raise them with a conscience and relationship with God, I have seen miracles in my boys! God will be there for them. I also have sadness in my heart but God keeps me cheery with all the prayers I give him. I think it is scary for our kids to go out into this world without us. I have lived through this with my 20year old who is in jail right now. It took me a year and alot of pain to deal with it. Now I look at my 17 year old with fear that the same could happen to him. It is all in Gods hands and just trust that it always works out.

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Posted by mlpinky

There are days that I feel inadequate in parenting my three kids. I remember the mistakes I have made and still make. I just continue to pray every day that I model Christ in my life for my kids, husband, friends.
Blessings, mlpinky

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Posted by ktneis

Thank you for the E-mail I hope you keep coming back here. You will be heard and recieve alot of new friends. With Gods Blessings Kelly

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Posted by authorDonna

You are such a doll! Thanks so much for your support. I imagine you're pretty busy now getting ready for spring and the end of school for the year. Drop me a line when you can.

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