Do I Want to Know You?

by LadyMarian (Copyrighted 2009)

I don't know You
Don't know if I want to
Yet part of me does
Can't think what to do...

So caught up in life
I can't seem to slow down
Even though my stress and troubles
Have me bowed


Do I want to know You?
Do I want to change?
My life is crumbling
Shaking to the foundation
I keep on stumbling
Because there needs to be a change.


Can I let go of my past?
Can I forgive myself?
I can't seem to move on
I can't seem to stop hating myself...

I blamed everyone,
I blame myself most of all
Can't seem to want to live
Just want to give up and fall


Do I want to know You?
Do I want to change?
My life is crumbling
Shaking to the foundation
I keep on stumbling
Because there needs to be a change


Nothing fills my life
I am empty of anything
Nothing matters anymore
I have nothing, I am nothing...

I can't live like this
I can't stand my life
Can't handle the loneliness,
The lies, the dark, the strife


Do I want to know You?
Do I want to change?
My life is crumbling
Shaking to the foundation
I keep on stumbling
Because there needs to be a change


I stop one step away
From jumping, from losing it all
I take one look back at You
And dare to turn from the fall...

I want to know You
I want to change
I want to build my life upon You
Founding all of me on You
And I know where to start,
To start this change
I know where to start...

"I want to know You."