wow it sure has been a while. hope everyone is good. life has been well ... life and i guess i leave that at that. i dont know what has been going on. i doubt any of this is going to make sence so .. dont bother trying. i just need to vent. i have so much running through my mind and im hoping that this will help. a lot of times writing things out will do it. but i havent done this in a while so what the heck why not. my mind feels like a rubber band. like some one is pulling and flicking it all around. makes for one awsome migrane. im havin some great shoulder pains too. my family is moving back to ohio .. i have no idea what im doing in that area. i dont necesarlly have to move with them. so i have A LOT of thinking and praying to do befor that happens. where ever i go i need to start looking at cosmetology schools. so thats something else. im so confused. my job is retarted. and i cant sleep. and my father wants me to call him ... no comment on that. and man i complain a lot. sorry yall !!! but im feeling some what better.

my favorite song. its awsome. way better than my sob story!

Jesus Christ by Brand New

well Jesus Christ thats a pretty face, the kind youd find on someone that could save

if they dont put me away well itll be a miracle

do you belive your missing out? that everything good is happening somewhere else

but with nobody in your bed, the nights hard to get through

- and i will die all alone. and when i arive i wont know anyone -

well Jesus Christ im alone again. so what did you do those three days you were dead?

cuz this problems gunna last more than the weekend

well Jesus Christ im not scared to die, im a little bit scared of what comes after

do i get the gold chariot? do i float through the ceiling?

- do i divide and fall apart? cuz my bright is to slight to hold back all my dark

and the ship went down in sight of land. and at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?-

i kow your comin in the night like a theif. but ive had some time O Lord to hone my lying technique

i know you tihnk that im someone you can trust.

but im scared ill get scared and i swear ill try and nail you back up.

so do you think that we could work out a sign?

so ill know its you and that its over so i wont even try

i know your coming for the people like me

but weve all got wood and nails

and we turn our hate in factories

weve all got wood and nails

and we turn our hate in factories

weve all got wood and nails

and we sleep inside of this machine.

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Posted by Chris

hey ur back! yeah it has been a long time. i didn't think u ever would return. i'mm glad u did!

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Posted by Chris

hey no, no party. i'm just hanging at home all day...so yeah lol

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Posted by Chris

yeah well all summer i have college classes....lots of work yep. but i am also going to go see switchfoot so that will be cool

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