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Just learning to be who I am..but still trying to find out who that is.
Love my kids, of which I have 6
Some are now homeschooled, and some are not.
Working, going to school, and trying to be there for everyone and everything.
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Hmm?
I was reading a forum on adoption.com and I came across a post where the person who posted said her bmom had searched for her for 25 YEARS. God almighty.
25 years. I can't even imagine someone searching for me for 10 minutes.
Hmm..well, I am so glad that they found each other.
I love reading the post on that site. Some are good..which give me strenght and some are bad and sad....which give me a reality check.
I think I only feel sad when I am going through hormonal changes of PMS or something. Cuz most days I am happy!! I am glad I found my bparents. I am glad I know what my dad looks like.
Most days the only down side of depression come from the fact that I miss my mother so darn much. My adopted mom. I always miss her. I think of her on a daily basis and that will always happen.
adoption stuff only happens sometimes..I think about it regularly but it normally doesn't hurt me unless I am already down.
Some days I will admit that I wish I was down a different road and not involved in anything adoption. Regardless I will always be considered an orphan because my mother died. I think that is really where all my sadness comes from...I guess that will never go away at all. |
Posted: 10:27 PM, Jun. 16, 2009 |
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