Jun. 12, 2008 - anxious worries and on edge excitement
I thought perhaps I should sign into my blog account as I cannot remember the last time I put something on here. It's been at least several days. Life has been both draggingly boring and extremely hectic around here-I know, that doesn't seem possible, and yet it is. I find myself saying, "I cannot believe it's already Thursday" and "I cannot believe it's only Thursday."
Tonight is the end of the year piano recital with my students. This is it too...as I don't plan to teach next year. The recital is at 6:30, and can I tell you I am nervous? Why should I be? I have done this seven times... and every year I worry, and every year things turn out so much better than I would imagine. But as I told a dear friend and piano parent yesterday, "I get paid to be nervous for your kids so you don't have to be!" Ha ha... what responsibility. Oh, but I am at that annoying place where I am so anxious and trying not to worry and wishing it would just be over already.
And then I am so anxiously awaiting actually packing my suitcase which has been sitting in plain view since LAST WEDNESDAY! I just cannot stand it anymore! I just want to pack and get out of here.. =) Tomorrow... I know I can pack tomorrow. But, for now, it's killing me to refrain. There are other things I need to do. I need to go repair a shirt, and then my dad is coming home in an hour and working on some computer stuff with me, and then make dinner, and then wash dishes and clean kitchen, and then piano recital, and then come home, and go to bed... and, and, and... I could go on, but I won't bore you anymore.
Currently, I am enjoying a peach smoothie... you really should try one. Just mix up a half cup of vanilla yogurt with a peach and a teensy bit of milk in the blender, and then drink with a straw! It's perfectly refreshing and delicious!
I guess I'll be going now... there wasn't really anything super exciting to write, but I thought I should at least so all of my readers would know I haven't dropped off the planet or anything! =)
Tonight is the end of the year piano recital with my students. This is it too...as I don't plan to teach next year. The recital is at 6:30, and can I tell you I am nervous? Why should I be? I have done this seven times... and every year I worry, and every year things turn out so much better than I would imagine. But as I told a dear friend and piano parent yesterday, "I get paid to be nervous for your kids so you don't have to be!" Ha ha... what responsibility. Oh, but I am at that annoying place where I am so anxious and trying not to worry and wishing it would just be over already.
And then I am so anxiously awaiting actually packing my suitcase which has been sitting in plain view since LAST WEDNESDAY! I just cannot stand it anymore! I just want to pack and get out of here.. =) Tomorrow... I know I can pack tomorrow. But, for now, it's killing me to refrain. There are other things I need to do. I need to go repair a shirt, and then my dad is coming home in an hour and working on some computer stuff with me, and then make dinner, and then wash dishes and clean kitchen, and then piano recital, and then come home, and go to bed... and, and, and... I could go on, but I won't bore you anymore.
Currently, I am enjoying a peach smoothie... you really should try one. Just mix up a half cup of vanilla yogurt with a peach and a teensy bit of milk in the blender, and then drink with a straw! It's perfectly refreshing and delicious!
I guess I'll be going now... there wasn't really anything super exciting to write, but I thought I should at least so all of my readers would know I haven't dropped off the planet or anything! =)
