Well, I talked/cried to hubby last night. After writing that blog and praying, I realized that I just need to take time for myself, time for me and hubby to spend time together.
Homeschooling really has nothing to do with my problem other than my kids being home all the time. I am not frustrated with homeschooling, that is going great. I am frustrated with going 24/7 with no break and no time to call my own.
Homeschooling is what the Lord has called our family to do. So we need to learn to work with it and figure out how it will work healthily for our family and for my sanity! LOL
Anyway, I am feeling much better today. I have a headache from crying so much last night! LOL
I have to say that I am so thankful for my family and I would not want my life to be any other way than how it is. I am praying for the Lord to help us work this out and start taking more time for ourselves as a couple. As well as allowing me time to myself to rejuvenate.
I don't know that anyone will ever read these blogs, but it sure helps to get it out!
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