Never a dull moment over here! It's late, and I can't sleep, so here I am. The roller-coaster ride of foster care continues. I love these girlies to pieces and it's hard to watch them struggle with possibilities of leaving and the unknown. They've already had so much of that in their little lives. I so just want to see them settle down and stabilize. Our prayers continue to be "God's Will Be Done" and I humbly confess I have no clue what that may be. I do add onto my prayer something like this..."Lord, your best plan for these girls be done, we are open to whatever you want. However if you want to know what WE want, well, here it is...I want a little girl for my birthday." And, down the street I'm sure some birth parents are praying the same thing. So, if God likes to give us the desires of our hearts, how can He give TWO sets of parents the same desire without cutting the child in half? It's like the two mothers that come to King Solomon claiming the same child to be their own....and at the thought of damaging the baby, the real mother releases it. So, I release these girls into the hands of the Lord who knows them best. Lord, may their souls and spirits stay intact during this process. |