Apr. 29, 2009
This Song's For You
I'm despised // I have no life // I was used, abused // to you I was nothing but a stone in your shoe // so you took me out // threw me all about // I learned that life was about pain // and sadness I thought was a normal thing// that's sick I know // but it's all I know // I cried every night // you never heard me then you died // and I survived // but now I'm lost without having felt love // I won't waste time // I am not blind // I just need some time alone // to find a life to call my own // I looked to you // I needed light // but I found none in your dead eyes // to you I meant nothing // just a useless child // so you put me aside // you left me behind // I got used to // crying every night // hearing the beer bottles crashing // and never once did I believe // that there was hope for you or me // I won't waste time // I am not blind // I just need some time alone // to find a life to call my own // you used me // never were you sorry // why did you do this to me? // I'll never know