Feb. 10, 2009 -
I am so sorry for not posting in like forever. I've been really busy like w/family & friends, guys jkjk. My mom had surgery this morning for her head. she's doing ok, just be praying for her please.
my big bro Keith has been in Team Challenge since August last year. In April i get to see him for the 1st time since he left and im really excited about it!! it's been really hard on my family since he's been gone, its been different.
for some reason i've been writing notes about how i feel and here's one of them:
Looking back at the year
makes me want to cry
from the things I hid
inside for too long
Go away before
I burst or everyone
close to me will get hurt
I thought I told
you to go away
because I'm going
to explode..
Are you just wanting
to get hurt
for my words sure
will make you hurt
Why are you still here?
please just go I
dont want to hurt you
and I know my
words will..
Soo just go.
that's it for now. i dont know when i will post again. probably a long time from now. lol!
Chelsea
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