Thank you for all your prayers, yesterday was truly the best day I have had at the hospital. I really felt that God was there, Mike prayed over me the night before, and I had two pt that were both good, both had sitters, and both were really GOOD pt's.
The girls mother from my post Friday stopped me to aske how I was, she was concerned about ME, and wanted to make sure I was not in trouble. I assured her that she did not need to worry about me, I was so much more worried about her daughter, she was the only one that needed concern aat all. I tried my best to help them all day. The pt is doing well, she was up, talking , walking, etc. All in all she probably needed that extra dose, her Dilantin levels droppes 12 points in just a few hours, so she may have been low that next morning and had another seizure. I pray that is why this mistake happened, God can use what we believe to be good and bad to work to his will. Also continue to pray that God keeps me safe in this situation. I still need a job. I do not think I would get wrote up over this, but you never know. I do not want anyone to not have faith in me as a nurse, lack of confidence is a horrible trate to have in a hospital. I hope my character continues to shine, and that all who come in contact with me see the light of the Lord, I need to have strength to overcome stress, and the toll it takes on my health. The ICU locked the doors yesterday and limited each pt to two in the room, I told Mike that God kept the evil out all day long, which coincidentally was one of his prayers the night before. I have been writing GOd Bless You on our pt bulletin boards because other nurses say that it keeps the demons at bay, to cover the room with God.....I agree.....Keep all nurses, not just me in prayer, I need safety from unseen things to keep me continuing to be a safe, covered in the blood of Jesus Nurse!!!!