• Oct. 1, 2005
realization
Yesterday I watched a movie and it bothered me alot. It was called Cut My Wrists (rated R) and it was basically about this suicidal girl and her abusive boy friend. Her parents were neglectant of here emotional and mental needs.
It focased on alot of sins (particullarly legal and sexual such as drugs and rape). It was, seriously, one of the sickest movies I've ever seen. And I'm not one to freak out. I've seen all kinds of horror films and weird dramas and I've always brushed it off. BUt this time I couldn't. After watching it, I felt so gross.
They made everything look so dirty! I nearly puked afterwards. I was watching it at my friends house and I immediately started getting uncomfortable cause it started off with the girl selling sex to some weird dude. It was actually nauesating. I was shocked and I said, "Let's watch something else. This movie is crud (actually I swore *blushes*) But my friends said, "Naw, it's fine, girl. Don't get paranoid on us, man!"
So I stuck it out even though what I viewed that night horrified beyond belief. I didn't know people would be so sick to actually put something like that on camera for people to see. Theres already enough sin and misery in the world, why must we tape it?
Ugghh, I'm feeling pretty angry and scared right now. Plus kinda ashamed, I should've just stood up and walked out of the room if the movie bothered me so much. But no, I sat there like a moron, assuring myself that it was all ok.
*sighs*
Anyway, that's all for now.
Somebody comment please.
later,
Comments
• Oct. 1, 2005
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Posted by 3FoldChord
no one ever comments on my blog... I wonder why I even come here to post sometimes. Oh, well.
Sounds like a sick movie. I preffer sci-fi.. no reality to deal with, LOL. I get enough of reality every day, I like to relax ans escape when I watch movies.
Anyway, at th risk of sounding like a mom, those don't really sound like uplifitng, encouraging friends....
But, hey, it's good that you realized it wasn't the best show to be watching. That you are sensitive to those things.
• Oct. 2, 2005
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Posted by Bek
I remember watching a movie that made me feel that same way when I was a teenager (not that long ago). It was called Faces of Death. The whole movie was about the way people killed themselves, or accidently died and they caught it all on tape. I was at my cousin's house, a cousin who I only saw every few years. I told her and her friends it was sick and we should turn it off. They laughed and to keep myself "in" with her and her friends I watched the rest of the movie. I have wished desperatly many times that I had left because those images have never left my mind. As posted before, atleast you did feel guilt about watching it. The only advice I can give is to pray .... Next time that situation arises get up and leave. Nothing bad will come of it and you will be spared the shame. Find new friends ... yeah, I know, easier said than done. But you don't want to be 24 years old thinking back on your teenage years wishing you had not done thing things you did (even though they are not neccessarily bad). Keep your chin up! Ask God to take away those images. Every time you think about it read some in your Bible. The devil can't win!
• Oct. 3, 2005
Should I? Or shouldn't I?
Posted by CHINESEWANNAB
Sounds like quite a sticky situation. I would suggest looking up movie reviews from a Christian website... I know that World Mag does some reviews... before you decide to go see it with friends. Standing up for something is hard to do when all your friends think its fine (I think its a little thing called "peer pressure".... :D ) But it is SO rewarding when you know that you've done what is right and pleasing to God! I'll be praying for you!
-JCC
• Oct. 11, 2005
From a mom...
Posted by Anonymous
Hey, I appreciate your insightfulness at such a tender age. I have a daughter who is exactly like that. She is 18 now and away at college. It's tough being IN the world and not being OF the world. Hang in there, I can see you have a good heart.
God Bless
• Aug. 10, 2006
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