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a poet's mind, a maiden's heart
Jan. 31, 2010
A Farewell
Over this past weekend, my family packed up everything we own and, once again, took a deep breath and dove into another ocean of God's plan for us. Life has been extremely crazy recently and still is now. It gives me a feeling of being in the center of a hurricane. Life is spinning around me, and the only way I can find peace is standing in the eye of the storm: God's love and protection; my hope in His promises and faith in His power. This is a poem I wrote while reflecting on my emotions on the subject, and now reality, of leaving a place of security and stepping out in faith, like my family has before. I pray this poem will be an encouragement to any who are in the process of any kind of difficult change, or who just need to be reminded of Who their God is.
Four walls.
One roof.
Two floors.
Paint.
Windows.
Lights.
House.
Four years.
One heartbreak.
Two new children.
Sighs.
Laughter.
Tears.
Home.
Living room:
You are filled with light.
Children running.
Dogs barking.
Conversations.
Kitchen:
You are filled with warmth.
Licked spoons.
Eager mouths.
Songs.
Family room:
You are filled with excitement.
Belly laughing.
Loving pranks.
Exclamations.
Bathroom:
You are filled with memories.
Naughty children.
Water flying.
Giggles.
My Bedroom:
You are filled with… too much.
Sobbing as though my heart was breaking.
Laughter until I thought I would burst.
Friends talking far into the night.
Sisters cuddling on the bed, whispering secrets.
Fitful, sleepless nights.
Sweet slumber.
Pages of inspiration.
Writer’s block.
Frustration.
Anger.
Bitterness.
Release.
Redemption.
Tearful prayers.
Nail-biting adventures.
Play-acting.
Novel-reading.
Ranting and raving.
Groans of defeat.
Creativity.
Dreams.
Victories.
I’ve been here forever… no time at all.
A thousand years… at the speed of light.
It’s time to go:
Another departure.
Another arrival.
Another uprooting.
Another voyage.
The sea stretches out… beautiful, yet unpredictable.
The Lord is my Ship.
The waves seem frightening.
I’ll just cling tightly to Him.
The Lord is the Wind.
When His tempest rises,
I trust Him to guide me.
The Lord is my Captain.
He holds the helm.
He holds my heart.
Goodbye, home.
I’m setting sail.
I may be a little scared.
But I have a home in my Savior.
He makes me smile at the journey ahead.
God bless!
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Jan. 16, 2010
A Quick Thought On Faith

I haven't had much time for writing recently, but I found something I wrote recently. I guess I should title this "What My Faith Means To Me".
Take a second to read this and think about how your faith is important in your own life.
In this day and age, I hear and read many things that threaten my beliefs. Atheists are seen as the truly intelligent, as are evolutionists. Christians are seen as narrow-minded and stupid bigots.
My faith, however, instead of being damaged by this, is all the stronger because of this. Christ himself bore mockery and unpopularity. The Bible says that those who believe in Christ WILL suffer persecution, but that it will all definitely be worth it when we receive our heavenly reward. I trust in that promise.
My faith has led me to large decisions that most people don’t even come to. I’ve chosen to wear modest clothes, watch more decent films, refrain from using crude language, and decided not to date. Many don’t understand these choices, but I know that I am doing them to glorify my God, and my faith in Him gives me the strength I need.
Because of my faith I’m able to look different from my peers unashamedly. Because of my faith I’m able to share my beliefs fearlessly with others. My family is in the process of moving right now, and it’s because of my faith that I can leave the familiar behind and believe that God has a plan for me in another place.
When my faith was insecure and shallow, I wallowed in anger, bitterness, and grief. I remember when I felt miserable about myself and everything around me. Now, having studied and reaffirmed my beliefs, my faith has given me joy, security, and passion for life and people and God. Faith is a beautiful gift, one that should not be tossed aside lightly.
It saddens me when I see my friends and acquaintances falling away from their faith, slipping into the many traps that the world places around us. But, once again, faith comes through, telling me that God has a plan for each of their lives.
If it wasn’t for my faith I know what a mess I would be. I thank God for being someone who offers me life and love beyond anything imaginable simply through faith!
God bless!
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Jan. 3, 2010
With This New Year

With this New Year
Many will make
Promises.
I remember that from
Last New Year.
But I won't-
Not this
Year.
No joking vow:
"I'll taste every flavor of Dairy Queen blizzard!"
No emotional pledge:
"I'll flee temptation, I'll grow by whole feet!"
I know myself too well.
Those words are soon not as
appealing.
Health breaks down.
Money runs short.
Strength disappears.
This New Year:
No Resolution.
Just a
Request.
"God, help this year,
great or small,
memorable or uneventful,
Glorify
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Dec. 26, 2009
From Me to YOU!

Thank you, MaidenPrincess, for this wonderful award!! I've SO enjoyed meeting and "getting to know" you through Homeschoolblogger! You have a wonderful heart and have been a wonderful encouragement through your blog!
Here are the rules:
1.Thank the person who gave you the award.
2.Copy the award the award to your pictures, save it and upload it to your post.
3.Post it on your blog.
4.Tell us 7 things about you that the readers don't know.
5.Link 7 new bloggers as recipients.
6.Notify winners of award with a comment on their blog.
7.Keep being an encouragement!!!
Alright, Seven Things You Probably Don't Know About ME:
1. I love listening to audio drama!
2. When I was baptized (at about age seven) I forgot to shut my eyes our plug my nose... boy, was it painful!!!
3. I name all of my swords... and my axe too!
4. I much prefer "old" movies to new ones! (I tend to think the plots are better, usually. The actors were also usually chosen more for their talent than their appearance.)
5. I'm a very cold person (literally!). Just this morning I was so cold that I was wearing gloves in my bedroom! I think my feet are always cold... almost numb sometimes! (Not really enjoyable.) Summer is wonderful!!
6. I've lived in three cities/towns that I can remember (I've lived in my current home for about four years). And my family is moving within a month to a new town. My life is an adventure... a journey, really.
7. I'm a Pastor's Kid and a Missionary Kid (though I've never been on the mission field. It's all about labels in the ministry, I suppose! Our move is so dad can take an Associate Pastor's position. He'll also be helping with teaching interns that come to the church for training... all that! I'm SO proud of how my dad has opened himself to God's leading.)
8. Okay, I know you're only supposed to do 7... I do know how to count. One more funny thing about me is that I STILL bite my nails when I'm nervous or excited! Yeah... weird. I'd LOVE to have pretty nails... I guess I'll have to try harder! (yes, I know about the germs and all that...)
Now, I award:
1. BreezyTulip
2. farmgirls
3. NotJustAGirl
4. Canadagirl
5. LifeofFaith
6. maidenofvirtue
7. SuperAngel
Have fun! Let me know when you've uploaded this to your blog so I can come and read it!
God bless!
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Dec. 19, 2009
Announcement... and more
Well, first thing's first! I'M A BIG SISTER... AGAIN! My baby sister was born this week, bringing sleepless nights, joyful moments, and priceless memories with her! We're all in love with her already. She will be referred to as "Butterfly" here on my blog: a name the family seemed to agree on.
Now, to other business!
Our last look at the issue of ANGER:
“Cease from anger and forsake wrath;
Do not fret; it leads only to evildoing.” Psalm 37:8
We’re to cease in our anger and forsake wrath. Cease. Forsake. Those don’t sound like “sometimes” or “maybe” or “think about it” words. They sound determined and final. We're not supposed to flirt with anger... though we do constantly. Or maybe we've gone beyond that: perhaps we've made anger our companion! (Hmm, that doesn't sound promising, does it?)
So, we're supposed to separate ourselves from evil, eh? Can we do this on our own? Nope. Sin is very strong… but so is God. Actually, in case you didn't know, God is MUCH, MUCH stronger than any sin. If we plead for His help, then He will give it to us. It says in 1 Corinthians 10:13, "No temptation has overtaken you but such as is common to man; and God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, so that you will be able to endure it."
What that means is that you will never be in a situation where you are unable to do the right thing. You’re always able to choose, and God is always there to give you the strength to bear any problem. Your brother or sister is never being SO mean that you can’t react in a loving, forgiving way (Wow, isn't that a place of conviction for me!) This is something we’re commanded to do. We HAVE to do this! We have to put away anger and bitterness and malice. We must pray for God’s power and love in us to give us the ability to act the way He would. We are more than conquerors in Christ. We CAN choose righteousness. And our God IS strong enough to make us the victors in our battles against anger and sin.
God bless!
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Dec. 8, 2009
By Special Request
This post is an answer to an inquiry made by an anonymous commenter.
Comment:
For those of us with young maidens that have not had the experience of giving the purity rings, can you explain the process a little bit, please?
First of all, I would recommend reading "The Princess and the Kiss: A Story of God's Gift of Purity" by Jennie Bishop to your daughter (for those with boys, "The Squire and the Scroll: A Tale of the Rewards of a Pure Heart" is highly recommended. It is also written by Jennie Bishop. Both books can be found on Amazon for about $10.) This book will, in a gentle and beautiful way, teach the importance of purity.
My parents chose my twelfth birthday as my "special birthday"... and I've heard of some choosing their daughter's thirteenth, but I don't think age is important. The readiness of the young lady's heart is what matters.
On my brithday, after all the other presents had been unwrapped, I was presented with a certificate which proclaimed me a "Princess of the Court" and the "Keeper of the Kiss".

I was also given a tiara, which my dad placed upon my head after my mom handed me the framed certificate. Both items have become treasured possesions that sit in places of honor in my room. My dad was the once who presented the ring, first explaining the meaning and the responsibility behind it. One important thing for a girl to understand is the the Purity Ring isn't simply a promise for her to do "all that's in her power to remain pure", although that's a huge part of it. It is also a promise between herself and her parents to guard her purity. The ring lays heavy responsibility on her parents to make wise decisions as she grows older, and to guide her as she matures physically and spiritually.
My ring shows three hearts, two tilted to immediately draw attention to the one in the center. This demonstrates the two hearts of my parents guarding mine. And, once I'm married, it will represent the hearts of my husband and I, with Christ as the center of our marriage.
Each family makes their own traditions. Ours is a golden gown that each of us girls wear for our ceremony on the twelfth birthday. I would simply say to make it memorable. Make sure your daughter realizes that in Christ she IS a beautiful, pure princess who is loved greatly. Encourage her to see her purity as something precious, a special gift that she can one day give her husband. Purity can seem like a burden, as our world encourages everything BUT purity; but, as a holy and set-apart Maiden of Promise, purity can also be a great source of joy. Even after the ring is given, I would encourage you to continue to talk to your daughter, keep her heart close to yours and God's. A pure heart is as important as a pure body. And both are pleasing to God and a witness to those around you!
If you have further questions, I'd love to answer them!
God bless!
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Dec. 1, 2009
Blog Update!
Nov. 20, 2009
Maiden of Promise

For those who have been following my posts on anger, I will be doing one more post on that subject soon. But, in light of some special events in my home, I thought a quick break was in order.
Recently, my family celebrated the birthday of my sister, Maid Marian. I remember that one special birthday I had when I received my Purity Ring. This was that special time for my sweet little sister. Millie Keith has had her ring for a couple more years already... and I have had mine even longer. Our family sees our rings as a beautiful gift, but also as a great responsibilty for the wearer. It is a promise to trust our parents in any future "romantic" relationship, it is a pledge to lean on our father as our protector until marriage, and it is a sacred trust that we will be discerning and careful in protecting our purity as young women. I have decided, with the full support of my parents, to save my first kiss until my wedding day. My two lovely sisters have also determined to do the same.
My Purity Ring is an amazing reminder to me of my promise to my parents, myself, my future husband, and (most importantly) to God. It can also be a reminder to pray for my future husband, whoever he may be. Even if you don't have a Purity Ring (aka Promise or Virgin Rings), it is always a good idea to pray for God to protect and guide your future spouse.
My ring is also an amazing opportunity to share my faith with other people. People have thought I'm married because of the ring on my left hand or have simply been curious about it. I've been able to share my convictions about purity and also my faith because of a simple ring!
If you don't have a ring... I would encourage you to talk to your parents about it. Maybe it doesn't have to be a ring... it could be a bracelet or necklace! Parents uninterested? Make it a pledge between yourself and your Savior!
Purity is also about the thoughts and emotions... that's where it gets rougher. Purity of mind is usually stolen at a young age... but God is able to redeem that and give you a pure heart all over again. I've experienced that first-hand.
Physical, emotional, and mental purity are important, but spiritual purity should always be the priority. It says in the Bible that all our own righteousness are like filthy rags before God. If we haven't asked God to forgive us of our sins and impurities, all other efforts are worthless. If you have never trusted Christ as the Savior from your sins, I'd encourage you to seriously consider it. If you have already... you might still have sin in your life that needs to be confessed. Whether its impure thoughts OR actions, God can redeem what you have lost! He is the One who restores and can make you a Maiden (or Man) of Promise. (Yes, I have known young men who wear Purity Rings!!)
Those of you who have decided to make this commitment (or already had prior to reading this), keep going! It is worth it.
Thanks for reading!!!! God bless!
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Nov. 9, 2009
Our God and Anger

“He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty,
And he who rules his spirit, than he who captures a city.”
Prov. 16:32
Better than the mighty? More powerful than someone who captures a city? That sounds like a category I’d like to be in! Hmm, and what does it say we have to do? Be slow to anger and rule (or take charge of) our spirits. To take charge of our spirit is to be watchful of our lifestyle. To not give in to wrong thoughts, actions and the like.
When we're angry, it’s so hard to keep those hurtful words from spewing out, isn’t it? Or to keep that temper from flaring, right? We, as humans, want to fight back and hurt those who hurt us. But that’s not what we’re called to do!
So, what does the Bible say about God when it comes to anger?
“Then the LORD passed by in front of him and proclaimed, "The LORD, the LORD God, compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in lovingkindness and truth;” Exodus 34:6
“But You, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious,
Slow to anger and abundant in lovingkindness and truth.” Psalm 86:15
The last phrase of both of these verses “slow to anger and abundant in lovingkindness and truth” is used many time to describe our God. It’s repeated over and over throughout the Scriptures how slow He is to anger, how many times He spared His people after they’d angered Him, and how rich He is in lovingkindness. Why is it so important that we know this? Because God is now a perfect example of how we need to live our lives. We can’t just write Him off now. We’re supposed to be striving to become more like Him. We were made in His image right? So now we need to begin ACTING like Him.
Okay, not too long of a post.... it's not hard to read.... but to live it out will take a lifetime of improvements!
God bless!
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Nov. 2, 2009
More on Anger!!

“Scorners set a city aflame,
But wise men turn away anger.” Prov. 29:8
“He who is slow to anger has great understanding,
But he who is quick-tempered exalts folly.” Prov. 14:29
So, not quickly becoming angry and showing malice towards others is a sign of understanding and wisdom! And, oh joy, demonstrating wrath is foolish! Ouch!
I know that I sometimes display temper problems... okay, it can be more than sometimes. Life is hard and it’s difficult not to become angry about little things. It’s hard not to get irritated at siblings, parents, friends, teachers… the list could go on forever! But it says in the Bible that we’re not to act out of anger! Well, that's enough to make me angry! (Okay... not really, but it is SUCH a challenge!)
So, Jesus got angry a couple times about the use of the temple and the behavior of the priests... was He sinning in doing so? Well, we all know Jesus never sinned, so there is, of course, another verse I want to add!
“Be angry, and yet do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger,” Eph. 4:26
We can be angry about something, especially if it’s in a righteous cause. If someone steals your purse, it’s alright to be a little angry that it happened. We just can’t SIN because of that anger. Instead of ranting about what a jerk the guy is, decide to quietly forgive him and not dwell on it anymore (umm, yes, I AM speaking from personal experience about the purse thing!). If someone does something to make you angry, don’t blow up at them or go off and mutter horrid things about them. Kindly ask them to stop and, if they won’t, you can ask God for help and forgive them. Another thing that’s important is not harboring anger towards someone… that turns into bitterness. When you’re bitter, you can’t see anything good in that person and are always irritated with them. It damages you more than anyone else. And, as it said in our verse from a couple weeks ago, we’re to cast both anger AND bitterness from us.
Have questions or comments? Please leave feedback!
Because of Christ,
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Oct. 24, 2009
New Verse!

“This you know, my beloved brethren, but everyone must be quick to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger;” James 1.19
Hmm… that sounds easy doesn’t it? Oh yeah, if everything was perfect and everyone treated us the way we want to be treated. (Hey? Doesn’t that sound like a verse from the Bible?) It actually does say in the Scriptures that’s WE’RE to treat others how WE’D want to be treated. So… it isn’t supposed to matter how other people treat us, just how we act towards them.
That can become extremely hard when circumstances seem to fly out of our hands. I have a younger brother who is mentally delayed. He's nine years old and has the understanding, vocabulary, and social skills of (maybe) around a four or five-year-old. He does and says things that sometimes make no sense, will have fits of temper, and can cause feelings of frustration and anger to swell up in me. It's very hard to react in a loving and gentle way to his behavior. But *sigh of resignation* I still have no excuse to sin against him in anger. I must be quick to hear his screams of anger as cries for help. I must be slow to speak words that might hurt him. I must be slow to become angry. I don't understand my brother, but God does. God put him in my life for a purpose. Believe me, there are other people in my life that frustrate me... and I sometimes have a hard time believing that God has a plan beneath it all. But, that's what faith is, right? "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see" (Heb. 11:1).
So, I have to have faith in th midst of my frustration and anger! (Doesn't that sound like a major conflict?!)
Wow... that's truly something against the human sin nature. This might be a good time to pray!
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Oct. 12, 2009
Challenges Concerning Anger
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Anger.
Hmm, nice word. Sound familiar?
Yes? Okay, than we're on the same page.
I've decided that my next several posts will be about the issue of anger (and other things similar to it!). I have chosen a verse to post today and made some notes about it... and added a challenge!
Usually I like to write in a "detailed" or "artistic" manner, but this time I'm keeping it simple. The Bible doesn't need my help to be powerful!
Ready for the first post on anger? Here we go!
“Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice.” Eph. 4:31
Bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor (which means to raise your voice), slander, and malice are things we all struggle with. Think about a situation when you felt one of these emotions. How did you respond? It’s hard to respond positively to someone who makes you angry, isn’t it? When we’re angry we usually want to shout, stomp, and slam doors, don’t we? Maybe we’ll even spend some time sulking and giving ourselves a pity-party. Well, as with all big problems, the Bible has a lot to say about this!
One thing that stands out in this verse to me is the feeling of finality and surety in the words "put away". We are to put away, cast far off, all these ungodly feelings and actions. We aren't to sometimes play around with them, we aren't to visit them or hold them to us when life throws us a curve-ball; we are to throw them far and completely away from us.
So, here's the challenge: Each time something frustrates you or someone upsets you, take a deep breath (count to 10 if you need to) and respond softly and gently to the situation or person. Do this until you read my next blog update! (Trust me, you won't be the only one doing this, since I'm challenging myself!)
Challenge sounds harsh, huh? I know... but trying thing like this help us all to see where we need to grow. When you see areas in need of spiritual maturity, pray and ask God for help and guidance! His strength is what holds us up.
Have a blessed week!
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Sep. 18, 2009
Giveaway!
Aug. 31, 2009
Amazing Treasures
Girls
are like apples
on trees. The best ones
are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy to grasp. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.
I've heard this before and just read it recently on a friend's blog. I think this is a perfect illustration of life as a daughter of God. It can be so hard sometimes... and I definately know the feelings of "is it just me?" and "what's my problem?". This is definately a great reminder of how beautiful and precious I am in God's eyes... and a challenge to young men!
Have a blessed week!
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Aug. 14, 2009
Why I'm Terrible at Blogging:
Alright, I don't have a valid answer. I could use the excuse that I was gone all last week counselling at a Christian camp. I could also use the excuse that I've been so busy this summer that I've only had one get-together w/ a friend all season. It would probably be understandable for me to claim that my life has been far too hectic, emotional, trying, adventurous, and exciting to even remember my blog.... but I usually get irritated when other people quote excuses like that, even if they're completely true! *smile*
I will admit, there have been days when I've had enough time to blog, but haven't. *blush*
Nevertheless, I have truly been running around like a lunatic this summer! This next weekend and coming week don't look any more relaxing either....
Well, to exciting matters..... I've known for a while but haven't posted about it: I'm going to have another little sister this December! I'm very excited, as is the whole family. I could tell you her name.... but I won't! (Sorry, the privilege of privacy!)
Also, any prayers for my dad at this time would be most appreciated! He's been studying, working, and boldly shoving towards ordination for a while now. This is ordination weekend.... and he's going to be asked lots of questions at the meeting. I'm extremely proud of him, and know he would be blessed by any prayers you would offer on his behalf!
I mentioned earlier that I was at camp last week as a counselor. Yep, it's true. I had a wonderful time, besides being totally exhausted after days of running around like a mad-woman, trying to be everywhere at once (while looking after all the campers in my group!). I also played keyboard for the worship team, what an experience! I (literally!) was given the music only about ten minutes (sometimes less) before each performance.... and this was truly just the lyrics printed on the sheet of paper with guitar cords written above them!!! Needless to say, it stretched me, but was something that helped me to trust God and "go with the flow". *grin*
If you would, please take a minute to pray for the girls in my group from this summer. Two of them prayed to ask God for forgiveness of their sins and accepted Jesus as the truth. I have been emailing with several of the girls, including those two, and hope to stay in contact with them. Many of them came from hurting homes, or even unbelieving ones. These girls are all ages 10-12.... they need prayer!
I'm reading in 2nd Kings right now, as well as Jeremiah. My mom is also studying Jer., so we enjoy discussing what we've been learning. It used to astound me how stubborn and sinful the Israelites were.... but now, as a young adult, I'm no longer shocked. I see the exact same stories played out in our modern days. People have learned to take sin lightly, have "forgotten how to blush", have covered their ears when the words of God are spoken, and deliberately set their feet on the path of destruction. It grieves my heart to see how our modern world refuses to heed to the mistakes of the before them, and continues to journey in darkness. I see even people close to me surrendering to sin, instead of realizing that the God within them is greater than the prince of darkness. I would encourage each of you to make sure you are honoring God with your life; that you are reflecting His holiness. This world will make life difficult for those who follow Christ.... but, take courage! He has overcome the world!
God bless!
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Jul. 31, 2009
A God Who Knows
Sometimes this life here on earth is difficult and disappointing. This is a poem I wrote a couple months ago, as I gave thanks for God's eternal understanding.
Sometimes life is
Hard.
Sometimes choices are
Overwhelming.
Do You know what it's like?
Drip, drip, drip.
Tears fall as the
Son of Man
Surrenders to the
Plan of His
Father.
"Not my will, but
Yours."
Sometimes disappointment
Crowds in.
Friends fail in their
Selfishness.
Do You realize how much it hurts?
Crow, crow, crow!
A rooster calls as the
Follower betrays the
Friend.
Somtimes my
Heart feels
Beaten and
Mistreated
Unjustly!
Do You know how that feels?
Slash, slash, slash!
A whip soars through the
Air, ripping the
Flesh from the
Holy One's
back.
Sometimes the
Road is
Narrow and
Rocky.
Sometimes I seem to posses
No more
Strength to
Continue.
Do You know that exhaustion?
Step, step, step.
The Savior slowly
Drags Himself up the
Hill,
Burdened with a heavy
Cross.
Sometimes my failure and
Sin refuses to
Leave;
It stares me in the
Face.
Can You understand that humiliation?
Bang, bang, bang!
A hammer pounds spikes into
Skin and
Bone.
A Redeemer is
Hung in
Shame, bearing the
Sins of
All.
Sometimes hope seems
lost.
Love and
Security feel
Non-existent.
Have You felt that despair?
Gasp, gasp, gasp.
Suffering in utter
Lonliness, the
Deliverer fights for every
Breath.
"My God, why have You
Forsaken
Me?"
Sometimes hurt cuts
Deep.
Sometimes forgiveness is
Hard to
Find.
Can You comprehend that pain?
Jeer, jeer, jeer!
Crowds mock and
Curse, rejecting their
Rescuer.
"Father, forgive them!
They don't know what they're doing!"
Sometimes this
World seems to be
Closing in;
Threatening to
Suck the
Life from my
Being.
Do You understand the
Weight of
Sin?
Yes.
Do You know the
Pain of
Rejection?
Yes.
Have You experienced
Total and
Hopeless
Defeat?
No!
You are the Conqueror!
You are the
Strength and
Joy that I
Need.
You understand
Me.
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Jul. 20, 2009
New blog!
Hello everyone!
I would love if you would go check out my new blog! I'm definately not quitting this blog, but I've started a second blog with the express purpose of encouraging modest clothing styles for young ladies. Please come and comment on my first outfit. Feel free to ask any questions concerning the blog and clothes.
http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/justlovelyfashion/
God bless!
WarriorMaiden
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Jul. 7, 2009
Thoughts...
Well, summer's here!
Yes, I know it is odd for me to finally realize that in July! I think it should be understandable since the weather here has been extremely strange! I can't remember a 4th of July when I saw some people walking around in sweatshirts!
Anyway, I've been reading through the books of 1 Kings and Isaiah recently. Both are simply amazing! I'm especially enjoying and being compelled by the amazing passages in Isaiah. God is becoming so BIG! Isaiah's writings aren't only about the sin of God's people, but also about the might and majesty of their God. As I've been studying the Old Testement, I've been compelled by the amount of awe and respect that people were supposed to have for God. I've also been saddened by how much our world has changed.
One thing that especially saddens me is bad language in movies. I find myself wincing as I veiw otherwise really great films! Its interesting though, to me, that most folks I know have major problems with all those nasty "four-letter" words in movies and books.... and yet, when characters take God's name in vain, you don't see hardly anyone flinch! I don't know about you, but when my Savior and Lord's name is used as a cuss word... I really have problems! I don't yell and scream and hope lightening will strike the person, but I do go through some righteous anger. I've talked with some friends who have very similar standards to mine when it comes to language, and we had to agree about this issue. It says in God's word, "Let no unwholesome word proceed from your mouth....." Alright, so, no swearing! But, much earlier in the Bible it says, "Do not take the Lord's name in vain..." The Bible singles out God's name is a MAJOR "no-no!" for swearing.
What's tragic is because most don't share our faith, God's name is blasphemed all the time!
Okay, so what can we do? I know, we can't expect everyone to stop cussing. But, first of all, we can set an example. I may sound pretty strict, but why do we even use words that STAND FOR cuss words? I've struggled with that issue for a while, but I have to come to the conclusion that we are to have "no unwholesome words proceeding from our mouths"! Not even words that are crude. We must honor God with our speech.
We must also hold to firm morals. My father has asked his coworkers not to swear around him. I'm not saying he isn't mocked because of his beliefs, but at least those he works with know what he stands for and can see by his example that he takes his beliefs seriously. He isn't afraid to say something, and we shouldn't be either.
Okay, well... this post turned out to be more than I originally thought it would be! God does that sometimes, doesn't He?

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Jul. 3, 2009
United We Kneel
Today is the day! July 3rd!
Please join young adults all over the country today as we pray for the USA. Our leaders need prayers, our every-day Christians need prayers, and I'm sure YOU need people praying for you!
America, sadly, has fallen away from following God's righteous path. It has gotten more and more difficult to live as a bold Christian. Children are being taught that evolution explains away this beautiful world. Teens are being told there is no absolute truth. Adults are ridiculed at the work-place if they speak up to contradict the lies the world is telling us. WE ALL NEED PRAYERS! The decisions YOU make will affect your life forever! Shall we be like the church spoken of in Revelation which was neither hot nor cold, but simply lukewarm? Or shall we be courageous young Christians who are willing to stand for truth and kneel for our country?
God bless you all!
Praying with you,
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Jun. 15, 2009
Little Bird

Little bird
on the
Wire,
Perched alone.
The sun sets before its
Eyes as it
Ponders its
Lonely winter
Journey.
Cocking its
head, it turns to see its fellow
Flyers glide
North.
His tiny
mind tries to
conceive
why!
Why?
South has always been
Right!
What changed?
With new
Ideals, does the good
Differ?
When majority
decides, does
Impractical become
Right?
The bird watches, as the others
fly to certain
Death
in the cold
North.
Even if
Alone, he'll
Survive.
If all vote
otherwise,
two plus two is still
four.
Many rebel, seeking
Freedom.
And instead, become
Bondslaves of
Destruction.
Right and
Wrong are
Permanent, no matter how the
World
Changes.
Good and
Evil are
Sure, even when others say,
"No Absolutes".
Shall we
Compromise and
Die in the company of
"friends"?
Or shall we perch
Alone-
Bravely, on the
wire and
Live?
Sometimes I can't help but feel like a bird perched all alone on a wire. Sometimes it's hard to stand by yourself in your convictions and way of life. But the sun never stops rising, bringing hope and determination to hold to your course and continue to trust God. |
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