• Feb. 5, 2006
Hard Weekend!!!!!

  Hi All!  This has been a tough weekend.  Yesterday would have been my son's 8th birthday.  We lost him when he was 2 months old.  Even though I know that he is better off in heaven with God I still miss him!  I think about what he would have been like.  What would his favorite subject have been, what fun thing would he have wanted to do for his birthday?  Well, I know that God knows best about these things.  And my son is so much better off where he is.  I will see him soon I know.  A life time seems like a long time but compared to eternity it is just a drop in the bucket.  And then we got news that Jason's grandfather passed away.  He was sick so it wasn't totally unexpected, but it is still hard for Jason.  He really did love his grandfather.  And he isn't going to be able to make it for the funeral.  So please everyone pray for my family.  We will be fine.  God is bigger than any hurt but prayer always helps.  I am so glad that my God is so big even though we are so small.  Sorry not the happy posts that I usually write but sometimes life just gets in the way.  I am still joyful just not in the joking mood. 

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• Feb. 5, 2006
Prayed ;o)

Posted by HomeschoolFREAKS

And will pray when I think of you ;o) You're right, God is so great! God bless, Rhonda.

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• Feb. 5, 2006
You have my prayers :)

Posted by MrsStevens95

Tanya - I am praying for you and Jason. Sounds like it was a sad weekend for you both. I could not imagine the loss you have suffered with losing your son. I am sure that God is walking with you and feels your sorrow even while he holds your son and plays with him (my kids like to think there are hot wheels and Barbies in heaven!). I have lost relatives and live 1700 miles from them and it is difficult when you can not go to the funeral or to have been there to say good bye. I will keep you all in my prayers :) Thanks for your note on my blog :) Certain members of my family would have a tough time saying I am dignified as well ;) My Mom would say I am dignified and insane ;) LOL

~ Rachel

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• Feb. 5, 2006
Praying for you

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Hey Tanya,
You are such a strong woman. I can't imagine what it must be like to have lost a child. But to know that you will one day see his face and hold your child in heaven is an awesome promise to hold onto. You are so right to be thinking in the eternal. I will pray that your heart will have the comfort of what your spirit knows is true.
Love, Jen

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• Feb. 7, 2006
I'm so sorry

Posted by momofsix

Wow, I am so sorry to hear about your loses. It's ok to feel sad or cry. I know God sees your pain. He cries when we cry. I pray that he will cheer you up today. He is the best comforter. Imagine that I am giving you a big bear hug. God bless you! I

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• Feb. 12, 2006
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Posted by newfrontiersacademy

Hope your was better. Nothing like your best friend being MIA when you could use a friend. Hope you have a great weekend!!

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