Jul. 8, 2007 - thinking....
Im not sure, just every now and than satan has a loose grip on me and makes me think im still fat and i should just kill myself, when i know thats not true, i know i have a purpose and that im already beautiful no matter what you people think. but like the other night something happend and i was thinking to myself, 'well, if i cant do the one thing that they dont want me to do, than i should just kill myself and everyone would be...happy. but yet not happy at the same time cause they would lose a friend.' or something like that. but its really getting annoying. i mean, it dosent happen often, but just enough to remind me that its still there. and im sad about that. and theres just a few more lil things im dealing with, but thats a later blog...
and im sorry for depressing stuff but i wont write much but when i do, its going to probably be depressing...
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