Sep. 6, 2007 - red marks on the arm.
ah yes, the wonderful world of 'emo'. no, i did not cut myself, yes, i am very tempted to. im just to scared to acctully take the knife and do it. no, instead i found a differnt way to inflict pain on myself with out actully leaving a mark. well, outside of the one i have from like 2'clock... its really quite nice, so i get the pain i want, without leaving scars. and no one knows, well, besides you guys and God. but its easliy hidden from my friends and family. and i know i shouldn't but...i just...am. im also tempted to go on a diet even if i dont need it. i really dont. if anything i should be pumping up the caliores. and i know im being stupid...it just... gives me controll i guess.... and i like that. i dont know why, i guess cause people love power....
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Sep. 6, 2007 - Please get help. |
| Posted by Quebec |
Nikki,
We have all be tempted. When times get rough...I know what it feels like to be alone and feel unloved.
Please, call the kid's help phone or visit their website @ http://www.kidshelpphone.ca/en/ . Suicide is the selfish way out! My brother committed suicide 6 years ago. Not a day goes by that, I don't mourn the loss of him. Please get help.
Cutting is an illness. You need to talk to someone who understands why you are tempted. Visit this site @ http://www.kidshealth.org/teen/your_mind/problems/resisting_cutting.html
Do it for the people who love you. My three kids would have loved to have had a chance to love my brother. Time has a way of changing how you think and feel. Someone really great will enter your life but you need to be there when he/she arrives.
Go talk to your pastor, a friend, a teacher, or go down to the health clinic but don't go through this time alone.
Love in Christ,
Thea |
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Sep. 6, 2007 - Untitled Comment |
| Posted by tiarali79 |
| Hi. I would like to agree with the above poster; please do get help. You are definitely not alone in having these feelings, and there are people who can help you. I would just like to add that I have prayed for you, that God will help you and comfort you. |
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