Reading: just finished Firegirl (very good!)
Listening to: nothing
wanting: cookies sound nice....as does the waterpark. :)
Picture: me and my little bro, Alex, on Sunday.

I've realized in the weeks since my 16th birthday that I was expecting something about being 16.
I thought that when I went from the age of 15 to the age of 16 I would somehow stop doing all those stupid little things I do...
I realized this morning that that was a really dumb thing to think.
Yesterday I did one of my usual, 'I'm not going to listen to the little kid' things...and I made a mistake because of it...
Sunday I acted a little immature...and of course now I worry about what this one person thinks of me...
(not that I really really care, but I just wonder...)
I wish that I had told someone what I was thinking about being sixteen...and that they would have smacked me very hard and said, "you silly girl! being sixteen is just like being 15, except you can get a job and drive and etc!"
yeah...that would have been nice.
But really people keep on telling me how the year they were sixteen their lives changed....so I'm half worried half ready for things to change....
somebody smack me!
I just was hoping that change would be that I stop doing those stupid random things I do...
yeesh.
Kayla