Wow!!  I can't beleive a month has already gone by. I can't believe how fast time flies . I was just looking back on some post from the past and realized that people from all over the world were here for me if not in person than in spirit  and prayer .  If I had'nt expierenced it for myself I would would never believe that there is power in prayer from strangers.  I just wanna say thanks to all those that were praying for me. I wanna give a special thanks to my parents for who stopped there lives to make sure mine was ok. And to all those saints that blessed us by meeting our needs.  It all hasn't totally sunk in  yet.  I mean when I was told I didn't have to have any other treaments for now I was like yeah whoo!!!  We can start to get back to normal.  Than I thought, what is normal everyhing has changed.  Even though I was told  I could go back to work and I did  everybody there was like  o.k we're glad your back but we were told that you can only do certian things because of the nerve damage to my left shoulder, (wich is alot better now) and I had not been able to hold the children or help with little odd and end things was different and hard for me , I am the kinda of person really doent ask for help and now I was totally helpless it seemed.  A very humbleing experience for me. I learned to not be so self relient and to rely on others to do what I could'nt. That means I would have to ask for help (sigh) not one of my favorite thing to do.  But like I said in past posts I did not want ask why but how is the Lord gonna use this to bring Him glory.  Well in my own life He was teaching me not o be so pridefull and how to lean on those brothers and sisters that he has placed in my life who were more than ready to to share my burden and take it from me if they could.  I was and still am surprised by the greatfulness people have that I actually did let them share my burden. They were like thanks for letting me be apart of that even if I felt like it was to much trouble for them.  Well it has been a crazy start to a new year but I can see the light at the end of this tunnel and I am extremely thankfull for all of you for taking the time to help!!.

This weekend we are having a family slumber party at some friends of ours and as a family we are very excited, it will be  a blast. I need to go now theres a lot to do before we go.

love ya"ll