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Jun. 14, 2006 - um....not sure what to name it...

I am realyl bored and its like after 11pm. haha. well i just posted a blog about Big Stuf...I didnt really get into anythign deep or use names cause i wrote it on somehting else then copied it. and the other ting is what all my friends read....well like all my church friends.

So lets see...All State is around the corner....I leave Sunday. Its kind of sad...cause like tongiht was the last time I was gonna see some of my closest friends for 4 weeks!! AHH!! It made me want to cry. iwas talking to Karen...and like weve grown really close over the past couple of months. And i went up to her and im like i dont know if ill see you again before I leave and shes liek thats right...and so we stood there and talked for awhile. And then she went off....and i went ot go find Lindsey. Well Lindsey was talkign and when i turned around after getting my camp picture Karen was there..again. She jsut kind of appears when i need her. lol. Well anyways...so i was talkign to her....and shes like ok well then ill see yo uwhen you come back from your all state trip. and im like no you wont casue your gonna be gone then one wednesday im here. lol...it was sad. then Lindsey came up to me...and I told her that i jsut wanted to say bye before i left cause i wasnt going to be there the next week...and shes like oh no! and i told her that i would be there the next week and she said she would be gone....and then i told her that i would be gone the next week...and shes like how am i goign to survive with out my mindy? haha it was really funny. She makes me laugh...shes like im gonna miss you sooo much you have to call me. and she went on and on for a long time...and it was really funny. lol

ok...heres some more info...Taylor...ok so at Big Stuf i told her i needed to talk to her...and shes like ok...well then later i told her i needed to talk to her...and shes liek ok...well the next thing i know is its friday nad i still havent talked to her. lol....so that was kind of getting on my nerves...not that i didnt talk to her but i kind of felt like she was ignoring me. so it was weird. well then saturday me being who i am...sent her an email...telling her i really had a need to talk to her in person...i didnt really know what i would say to her if we did talk....and i told her that too...lol...but i had a need. so i sent that and she replied...and she told me that we would either talk Sunday or Wednesday....so it made me feel kind of bad....well Sunday came....we didnt have time to talk...i told her that i didnt mean anything by the email i sent her...and she put one of her Taylor smiles on and said i know and well talk on Wednesday....she said she would come early. lol...ok so today is wednesday...and guess what??? we never did talk. haha....she leaves friday for texas and i leave sunday for All State...so i went up to her as she was walking out the door...im like Taylor Taylor...she finally turned around....side note lol...i think shes one of those people that unless your standing rihgt in front of her she doesnt see or hear you lol...ok..anyways...so she turns around and shes like oh my gosh...and she kept saying it....and then she kept hitting her head...and im like taylor its no big deal....and shes liek ill call you...and im like im leaving...and shes like oh yeah me too. lol...so this is probably going to eat at me until i return from Sonpower and can actualyl talk to her...whether it be at church or we go out for lunch or somehting. well anyways....so thats about it...oh excpet for the whole...i felll flat on my face incident...theres nothing else to cover rihgt now.

Oh wait...not true...ok so im reading this book...and its called Gods blogs...and its an AMAZING book. The head guy at Big Stuf...Lanny Donahoe (or however you spell it) wrote it...and its what he thinks God would write in His blogs...it might seem weird explaining it..or reading it in your case....but it is an amazing book. You should deffinatly check it out...go to the big stuf sight i wrote in a prevoius blog and check it out there...oh and if you do...you should tell me.

Oh there was one more thing...tonight at Fusion we made clay hearts...and it was lie kactually clay...like dirt clay...and it was slimy and really gross... but inspite of the mess on our hands we had fun making it....now theres like 100 clay hearts laying on the stage in the Hangar. lol...its great. well i really am getting off now...night!!

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