Jul. 20, 2006 - My blog is gonna be a comment....for some reason
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Jul. 20, 2006 - Just to let some things out...
Posted by me
O kso im not sure whats going on with my computer but it wont bring up the box to put my blog into so here it is this way...
Ok so alot has been going on....and i jsut need t osay somethings....like its not bad stuff...I guess its people....and thier stuff.
Well theres this one girl im gonna call her....Hayley (no thats not her realy name but i dont want to put her real name) So ive been talking to Hayley lately...and like she went to a camp...and came back home and she was talking to me....and shes like i met a guy...and so we talked about that for a little while...then like the next day i talk to her again and she has a different opinion on it. and is like i think he desracted me at camp. and she went on and on...and then the next day shes like "I dont know what to do" then before I could talk to her she had talked to someone else...and is supposedly all better. i dont know...its weird...but please pray for her.
Then theres this girl Taylor...ive talked about her before. Well she posted this thing...and it was one of those tihngs where it says "tell me what you honestly think about me" well last night i was in a weird mood and actualyl pressed respond. So I told her what I honestly thoguh about her....it wasnt really anythig nbad cause I dont know her that well. So i told her she was a beautiful person who is trying to do what God wants her to do. Well then I went for the other part and told her that when she moved here she was friendly and went up to everyone...and then lately shes become clichish...and Im not a fan of cliches. So...i contunied to write to her..then i pressed send...and thne i like regreted it. Shes a sweet person and it was weird...s oi was like flipping out...like majorly...and I was tlaking to a friend...and she was like dont worry Mindy I still love you....well then i went back to my inbox and it said i had a new message...and it was from Taylor...I was sooo scared. So i opened it...and she starts off with...what cliche am i in...and then she went hard on herself. and like within the first few sentences i was crying. basically in a nutshell she said her life stunk. She said that she had a good time when she first moved here and everyone loved her...then she had a boyfriend...and they broke up and he was being a jerk....and then shes like i dotn have a best friend anymore....and everyone hates her...and that she doenst have a shoulder to cry on or someone to come over and laugh with her...and she was just being mean to herself...and like i thought about her ALL day today....and she really has changed over the past few months...and like i feel so bad for her. I know she has people who care about her...she knows I do...and like it was awful how hard she was...cause that was jsut the easy stuff. And I emailed her back....and I said somehtings to her...and i was thinking...you know...it wasnt really me that hit the button to respond to that what do you think about me...but it was God. because Taylor would have never said anything if i hadnt of....and she knows she cna trust mwe and come to me for anything...and i dont know...but please pray for her too. Im gonna try to get together with her...and i have been trying for over a month now...and so hopefully we can. cause i would love to talk to her in person. But its jsut so hard to get together....cause when im home shes gone...and when shes home im gone...so...we do need to get together though.
Oh and then I was talking to a friend and shes like wel lsee thats what your good at...your good at hearing the problems of poeple and actually caring...then saying get a life. So...yeah...anyways thats really what i had to get off my chest...i wanna say theres something else but i dont know....
CMAP IS IN 4 DAYS!!!
Aug. 15, 2006 - jesus
Posted by Anonymous
i just want to tell you that jesus loves you and don't you forget it!
