Jan. 12, 2007 - spinning
So life like always is going crazy...like spinning out of control crazy.
To start off...my sister moved out. and that didnt go over to well with me...but im used to the idea now.
So my life started spinning on Tuesday night. My freshman friends...the ones in the blog before this one....well things are going on with them. and like...its just really with Ashley and Jennie. lets back up before tuesday...to saturday...I was talking to jennie over aim...and like i asked her a question and she was like i dont know...which was her way of saying im not telling you. but thats ok. but then like later i asked her if she was going to be at church on sunday and she said "unfortuanlty" and i was like is everyhitng ok jennie...andshe went away!! and then she didnt show up on sunday. so then tuesday Ashley sent me a text message... and it said "please pray for jennie" and i was like whats wrong...and she said "jennie hates God and I dont know what to do anymore" so we talked about it for awhile over text messaging...and like i started crying...and i was babysitting!!! ahh!!
but like then wednesday i got to church and melanie was talking to me and she said that at lunch that day someone asked who was going to church and jennie said it again "unfortunatly" and like she has me worried. then i went up to jennie before church started then and asked her how she was and she was like good. and then all through the service i kept thinking about her with like everything John was saying. We were talking about God being Sovereign but we have responisbitly and free will. and at the end of the service I was like ive got to talk to jennie. and she leaves like as soon as it lets out...so i ran out after her...and as soon as her friends walked away I looked her in the eye and i said "jennie are you ok?" and she shook her head and broke down crying....she said something about her problem and then all of a sudden she said ive got to go and walked away...and i was like what jsut happened here! well then i was heading back in and I saw one of my friends Lizzy...and like i walked up to her and she wrapped her arms around me. and she was liek is everyhitng ok...and i told her no..and then i told her i had a lindsey in my life...which she understood that one...and thats a different story. and we talked for a few minutes...and like of course by this time i was crying. so then i went back in to where my friends were...and then they decided it was time to go...and on the way out i turned back around and went to find Chris...who is my infusion group leader...and i told him the problem...and he was like yeah thats rough...but with prayer and friends she can get through it all. and then by like this time all my friends are gone...
but then yesterday, thursday, i was talking to Ashley on AIM and we talked for like 2 hours...and she is so worked up over this. and like its really bad. i cried all day yesterday over it. but i felt like all day yesterday i was supposed to call jennie. and so i told ahsley that to see how she would respond to it. and she said that jennie could get like really mad depending on what i said to her....and like when she gets mad...you can be in trouble. and so i was like soooooo scared that i would say something and it would hit jennie wrong and she would be mad...and then she wouldnt talk to me anymore....and ashley said 'is it better to keep your friendship with jennie or get back on track with God" and like of course its better to get her back on track with God. over our conversation we were takling alot about what would happen if jennnie and i lost our friendship...and ashley said that if it came down to that then she would break her friendship off with jennie cause she couldnt handle the pain and i told her that she couldnt do that casue if she did that then me putting my friendship on the line would mean nothing....but i dont believe that jennie could get mad at me like that. so i called her but her cell was turned off and no one answered the house phone...and its driving me insane!!! but i knwo that it is all in God hand and that He will take care of everything.
oh and something weird that happened....i got the text message from a friend...one i dont talk to alot anymore...and she said "hey are you ok?" and i was like that is really weird...and really weird timing...but im glad she sent me a text.
but yeah im done...
Comments
Jan. 18, 2007 - Untitled Comment
Posted by DancingFeet
Hey Mindy,
I'm gonna put you on my prayer list, if that's ok with you. I pray that God will give you the words to say to Jennie and that whatever is going on with your sister, that He will help your family thru that. Remember that even if you can't talk to Jennie right now, you can always talk to God! And prayer may be the best way to reach her.
~Briana
Apr. 5, 2007 - Untitled Comment
Posted by DancingFeet
Hey Mindy,
Hope everything's going ok with you and your family, and with Jennie. Have a great weekend!
Love,
Briana
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