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A question on a list that I am on. I think that it is too early to tell and I have a few more years to work it out :). I suppose that I would probably go on and try and be a teacher of some sort. A man came up to me on Sunday at church ( a man that I hardly know but I see the holy spirit in him ). and said "I had a conversation about you during the week and it came out that you are a wonderful woman and would be great in youth ministry". Well, what could I say except thanks for that word?? I will hide it in my heart. Food for thought though as I was going to speak to the kids church co ordinator about not making a commitment to teach Sunday school as I was not as enthusiastic as I had been at the end of last year when I mentioned I might like too. That was before I 't experienced a bit of burnout re:homeschooling in the early weeks of Dec. I read a blog here about having seasons to do those things and I agree now is not the time. I bet I will once I finish this journey though :). Before this journey I doubt I would have thought about it, even though I always wanted to be a teacher. I really love teaching my own children because it is just me and them. If I make a mistake only I know and God J and I were doing a music appreciation course with a a friend and we invited someone else along too. It worked out well so we could share the teaching. I got so flustered and self consious trying to teach my friends kids. I felt pressure to be a great teacher to them when in fact I am only still learning. I was being paranoid and insecure. That charater flaw has hung around since my teenage years:(. I feel now I could have tried harder to do it for the stretch but sometimes on this journey it seems easier to uncomplicate things. I am aware it is still there though( I know I will work on it because God wants me too). The good thing about all that is that I really enjoy my time with J when we do music because we are both learning something together. Still trying to work out if God wants me to go to this big picture conference in Sydney. Need to pray harder for solutions to get there not financially but transport and time away from the family. I would so love to be a part of it as I missed the last one. I find it amazing to think of all those homeschooling parents under the one roof !!! So many people doing the ame thing as us? K |
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