Well, I all I can say is I must be coming down with something. I feel awful!! Im exhuasted. My bach hurts something terrible. I cant think straight. i feel like everythings a blur. i cant even talk without messing it up, it seems. I think its bed time! but its been like pretty much all day. and its not been the best day anyways :( But, I dont want to be complaining.
A breakthru!!! I was talking to a lady tonight that didnt know me when my brother died, and she was asking me about how he died and such, and i talked about that night, for a litle while, and didnt cry!! thats the first time! i miss him terribly. but i have to figure out how to allow my life to go on, as hard as it may be.
school. Didnt go too bad today. a few attitudes. kinda surprising considering the ones that it came from, but all has ended pretty well as far as that goes.
Tomorrow is my precious sammy's 8th birthday!! i swear, the boy has been 8 for about 3 years now lol. 8 years ago tonight, him and i almost died from his birth. a VEry SCARY night! but praise God, look what it got us :)
I would love to get a new backgroun for my blog. I dont really like any of the other ones on here. I wish I knew how to get a new template for my blog!!
Well, im exhausted. Im going to bed. good night world :) | 