Tapestries of His Grace

May. 9, 2008 - Odds and Ends

     Do you ever have days that you can almost catch yourself as you're running around in circles?  It's been that way for me these past couple of weeks.  Sometimes it feels like I meet myself coming in and going out of the door.  Cloning technology would be great at this point!!   

     The move to our new office has went very well but there is still so much to be done.  Steve is in heaven with his quiet little organized work world.  He says that he can get so much more accomplished now.  On the other hand I am a woman divided.  When I am at the office all I can think about is all the things that need to be done at home and thinking about the children.  When I am at home I think of all the stuff that I haven't finished at the office yet .    I have always enjoyed working amoungst the chaos of our daily life, being able to easily take off my secretarial hat to put on my mommy one.  This has been a big adjustment for me.  Not to mention that my Internet access is now only in the office.  That's been hard to deal with as well--not being able to just look up something when the whim strikes or chatting with friends and checking my e-mail. 

      The children have felt my absence as well.  I think that things will fall together as the new routine becomes more familiar.  My plans are to only work 3 days a week for about 4 hours a day.  But I have to get to the point where that is possible--which means getting caught back up and staying there.

     School has been on hold.  We have been working on the new schoolroom on the weekends.  We've gotten it all cleaned out and have painted the ceiling and walls.  This weekend I plan to clean the floor, put down the foam moisture barrier and lay the carpet tiles.  I am just thrilled at the aspect of getting all of our books/bookshelves and school stuff out of our main living area. 

         A couple of days after I posted my last entry we had a bunch of hail.  I was distraught that all of the bucks and our ram was out in it and Josh mustered up the courage to run out and put them in the barn when the hail let up a bit.  What I should've been more concerned with was my trays of seedlings that I had been hardening off and had completely forgotten was outside on the back porch.  Sigh.  The hail came down so fast and hard that it beat the paint off of the front of our house and made a mess of the trees and plants with leaves everywhere.  I lost all but 2 of my echinacea seedlings and most of my canning tomatoes.  I figure that it was about a $50-$75 loss. 

hail on the back porch

     With all of the rain my remaining seedlings still haven't found their home in the garden yet.  I did manage to get out all of my canning tomatoes that survived, but that's been it.  And we had to use our little Mantis tiller to put those in.  My only wish for Mother's Day this year is for my big tiller to get put back together!!!

     As mother's day rolls around again I am thankful for each and every child the Lord has blessed us with.  I am thankful that the ones that I can hold in my arms are all healthy and doing well and I feel a strange gratitude also that I will have my own little welcoming committee when I arrive in heaven one day.  I pray that our quiver is not full yet--greedy woman that I am!!  I so long to grant our children's desire for another baby.  But I will rest content with the children the Lord has blessed us with if He does not send another.  His will is all I truly desire.

     I hope that all of you moms reading this have a wonderful Mother's Day!!!

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Apr. 23, 2008 - This and That

     Wow!  I can't believe that it's been this long since I've posted.  How the days seem to fly!!!  We have been busy, to say the least.


     For our daughter's birthdays (April 4th & 5th) we bought them a nice little piano and when we went to pick it up and bring it home dh Steve put his back out.  Also in the midst of that, his doctor changed his medication (he's bipolar) and for 2 weeks he was out there in the twilight zone (as he called it).  He really was messed up between the pain meds, muscle relaxers, and the new medication.  The new meds made his blood pressure skyrocket and he was sick and pretty much unable to function for the two weeks he was taking them.  He's off of those now, thankfully and getting back to his old self again.  Whew!!  It was terrible.


     We have also been looking at rental property for our business.  We had been talking for some time about putting our office somewhere other than here at home.  Steve has a terrible time being able to concentrate and our little guy Eli (who's 4) loves and wants to be with his daddy all the time.  And while there's nothing wrong with that at all, we do need an income.    We've decided that we definitely need stronger boundaries between work and play time so we have pretty much narrowed our options down.  The building we've settled on is just 10 minutes away from home and in our little town on the "main" street where all the cute little shops are.  We will have space for each of us (Steve, myself, and our oldest son Stevie) to have our own offices, which is so cool.  We also have a spare room to put all of our exercise equipment that we don't have room to use here (thus sitting, collecting dust wherever we can find a place to stuff it).  We will have a big area for a showroom--something we've never had before in our 15 years of business but have always wanted.  You can't imagine how excited we are!!  The best part --to me--is that I'm going to convert our office here at home into a schoolroom.  I'm a bookaholic and have shelves and shelves of books.  But I also have boxes and buckets of them that I store when we aren't using them.  The new schoolroom will allow us the room to have everything on shelves.  Which means of course that I need to buy some more shelves!!  And to not have school stuff strung out thoughout the house...  Heaven!  I'm so excited!!


     In March we traded our big "box" truck (like a moving van) and an extra little pickup truck we had for a Jeep Sahara with 4 doors.  We've been having lots of fun with that.  We like to take the 3 little boys out for fun rides through creeks and climbing hills and such.  They love it.  Every time we splash through water Eli will yell "Do it again!!  Do it again!!.  On Monday I took our oldest daughter to a dentist appointment and when we drove past Bagnell Dam we saw that they were letting out lots of water.  Later that evening we took the little boys out to check it out.  It was really cool.  They loved it.  

Daddy and little boys with dam in background.

A closer view of the open floodgates.

A view from the top.    

The "Jeepsters"

     We had a bit of excitement earlier this week here at home.  Steve and I were going to run to town to look at another rental unit and I was kind of standing there outside waiting for him to get off of the phone.  I heard this strange noise like a horn honking.  It just kept going and going.  After he finally finished his call we hopped in the Jeep and headed down the driveway only to discover there was a car on fire a little down our gravel road.  From what we gathered from the neighbors, a couple of guys stopped their car on the road and then hopped out and tore out across the field that borders our property.  Not too long after, an SUV (possibly a Bronco) was seen roaring off down the adjacent road.  The sherriff said that there was a call about an hour afterwards of a reported stolen car.  He thought that it seemed a little fishy and we agreed.  We had quite the show though as there were policemen and firefighters all over trying to get the fire put out.  The fire had caught dead grass and trees ablaze as well and that was dealt with first.  Another neighbor had an interesting theory about the whole thing.  He said that he figures that the guy's bank payment and insurance payment must've been rubbing together pretty hard and the friction of the two caused the fire.    Our concern though was that the men had ran off toward our house so Steve and the older boys kept a vigilant watch over the house and our outbuildings.  The police even brought out dogs to see if they could sniff their trails.  Interesting.  After a couple of hours they all left and things got quiet again.


     We still haven't been able to work in the garden with all of the rain that we've gotten.  Every time that the ground almost dries up enough to get in there it rains again.  Our tiller has been broke down anyway so I haven't been too upset.  And now that we do have the new parts in I'm starting to get a little antsy.  All of my seedlings are growing huge!!
     We had a nice surprise this morning when the kids went out for their farm chores this morning.  Two adorible little goat kids had been born (probably in the middle of the night) and were hollering.  They were dry, standing up and nice and strong.  They had obviously helped themselves to their mommas yummy milk.  Not that we're opposed to that but all the experiences that we've had with kids raised by their mommas haven't been all that great.  The kids are really skittish and the mommas are more ornery.  So we like to bottle feed them--and they let us join their herd. 

     And that's what's been going on around these here parts!!

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Apr. 4, 2008 - Sweet Sixteen

     Today our second oldest daughter turned 16... our rough and tumble tomboy.  She can dress up and play the lady or take you out in a hearty game of air soft.  She is beauty and she is rugged wilderness.  Smart.  Artistic.  Fun.  Exasperating.  Stubborn.  Thank You Lord for the opportunity to be a mother to such a daughter.  My own mother always told me that she hoped I would have a daughter just like me to understand what I put her through.     It's been a wonderful journey so far.  Not always "peachy", but certainly "sweet and spicy".            Happy Birthday Beth!!!

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Apr. 1, 2008 - I'm Back...

     And I bet you didn't even know that I was "gone"!!      

     March was another unfriendly electronics month for me.  My computer obviously has something wrong with the hard drive and I was unable to access the Internet for much of the month.  Talk about frustrating!!!  You never realize how much you want to do something until you can't do it!!  Honestly I wanted to just chuck the whole computer into our neighbor's pond.  We spent hours upon hours trying to fiddle with this and adjust that other thing--all to no avail.  If it were not for my friends that I IM/email and my blogs I would have given up completely.  I ended up having to wipe my hard drive and reboot it ~AGAIN~.  Sigh.  Now my printer isn't working (can you even homeschool without a printer???).  I am resisting the urge to stomp my feet, jump up and down while screaming at the top of my lungs and pulling all of my hair out.    It eats away at me.  But at least for now I'm back online.  I don't know how long it will last but I'm enjoying this little bit of victory while I have it.


     Right now our house is bursting at it's seams with children.  My neice and 5 nephews (ages 18-7) are visiting.  That makes 17 people under one roof.  It's great!!  They were only supposed to be here for the weekend but we decided to make it a week long visit.  I had planned to let them stay for a week this summer when they can play outside freely but realized that the oldest boys will be working again and won't be able to stay for that long.  And since this week is 2 of my daughters birthdays--well I figured that this is as good as time as any.  Actually it was all of their begging and sad faces they gave me when I told them I had to take them home that clinched it.  What can I say, I'm a softie!!  The cousins love spending as much time together as possible and they get along very well.  After ps hours are over they play outside.  The older children play with their "air soft" guns in our field while the younger ones play in our playground bouncing on the trampoline, swinging or teeter-tottering.  (When it's not pouring down rain or hail, that is!!)  And there are baby goats to play with and feed as well. 


     I can't believe how much rain we've had these past few weeks.  I have no hope of getting into the garden any time soon.  My seedlings are coming along nicely though.  I have broccoli, cauliflower, and cabbage waiting to go into the garden when it gets dry enough.  My warm weather seedlings like tomatoes, peppers, herbs and flowers are growing wonderfully.  I planted peas a few weeks ago but they didn't make it.  Too much rain, I guess.  I was so hoping for a nice crop of peas.

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Thought you all might enjoy this picture of Stevie and little Silas (who isn't really so little!!).  He's 3 months old now and so adorable!!! 

     If the Lord leads you, please pray for Silas who has been having a bit of blood in his stools for some time now.  The doctors don't really know what's causing it and suspect that it might be allergies--most likely milk. 

     Also Hannah's grandpa was out walking around their neighborhood in SC--he really loves walking--and a neighbor accidentally ran over him as she was backing out of her driveway.  She is deaf and couldn't hear him yelling at her to stop.  He's very old and doesn't move the fastest.  Anyway, this happened Easter weekend and he is stable but his pelvis is fractured and they are fairly certain that he'll never be able to walk again.  So sad.  Please pray for her grandpa and their family.


     And (finally!!) here are a couple of pictures of the goats...Hope with a few of the goat babies and our black Shetland Sheep ewe.

The gang.  They love to romp and play outside on a sunny day.

     That about sums up much of what's been going on around here!  
       

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Mar. 10, 2008 - Another Goat Update

     On Sunday afternoon our other doe delivered a set of twin kids--a doe and a buck.  She's a big bodied girl and has only ever had as many as two kids--but they are always pretty big.  Again they were surprisingly gorgeous.  I'm really happy with how well it all turned out.  My big sigh of relief. 

     We have hopefully 2 more does left to kid but it will be some weeks yet.  The bucks broke into the girls field.  That happens occasionally and we are usually able to avoid pregnancy but a couple of the girls are looking unusually plump. 

    

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Mar. 9, 2008 - I've been tagged!!

Ashley at http://helpmeetintraining.blogspot.com/ has tagged me!!  I love getting tagged!!

Here are the rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
4. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

Kris' Facts...

1. I was married at the tender age of 15 and gave birth to my first child before I was 16.  
 
2. I have been pregnant for 9.5 years of my life and have been breastfeeding for a total of 16 years.
 
3. I am a "crunchy" mom.  I nurse on demand (my 4 year old is still nursing), co-sleep, wear my babies who aren't claustrophobic (most are), and "attachment parent".
 
4. I love alternative Christian music.  My older children and I listen to the same music--some hard, some rap, some acoustic, even a little bit of screamo. 
 
5. I believe in a Saturday, 7th day Sabbath.
 
6. I was an underachiever in school.  Wait, I think I still am!!
 
7. I don't follow the rules.  I never do exactly as the recipe or instructions say.  And as such, I cannot "tag" 7 people.  As much as I'm curious about so many of you whose blogs I read I just can't officially tag anyone.  So if any of you wants to volunteer to be "it"... go for it!!   
 

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Mar. 8, 2008 - Goat Update

     Well, we had our first batch of kids this afternoon.  I was napping with my youngest and one of my daughters woke me up, announcing that one of our does had kidded.  And they are absolutely gorgeous!!!  These are the best looking kids we've ever had and just the sweetest little things!!  2 does and a little buck (which we will probably wether... aka castrate) so far.  They are all standing on their own and eating well. 

     Evidently everything went well and the momma just popped them out with no trouble and is doing very well.  Her bag hasn't completely filled up yet and it is a struggle to keep up with 3 kids.  But in a few days everything will even out.

For the first 24 hours we feed them 2 oz. of their momma's colostrum every 2 hours which means that my oldest daughters will stay up all night with them.  They love this special time of playing computer games with each other while everyone else is sound asleep.  They will wake up my 2 youngest daughters at 8am for the morning feeding on their way to bed.  We are hoping that our other very ready doe will kid yet tonight so that the girls will only have to stay up 1 night.  Usually it never works out that way and one year we had 3 does kid a day apart each so the girls were up for three nights in a row!!  That was a pretty tough year for them.   

     The funny thing about our doe kidding today is that goats very rarely ever give birth during the day.  They love to wait until bedtime or the middle of the night!!  It's just what they do.  So this was very welcome to us.

     Hopefully I will have time for pictures tomorrow!!

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Mar. 6, 2008 - Goat Ramblings

     It won't be long now until our new kids start arriving--Goat kids that is!!  We're all very excited.  I should receive my order from Hoegger Goat Supply today for the last of my supplies.  Since I was so sick, I didn't get my order in as early as I would have liked and that has put some stress on me wondering each evening if "tonight" would be the night and I wouldn't have my supplies.  But we've made it, so that worry is a thing of the past now.

      My basket of general supplies is ready and waiting.  Clean fluffy towels to dry the kids off with, a bulb syringe for suctioning mucusy noses, iodine for dipping cords, baby bottles waiting to be filled with their momma's nourishing colostrum and other odds and ends.  After the delivery I like to fix the mommas up some tasty fiber cereal and molasses mixed with Goat Nutri-drench to eat after they birth to help regain their strength.

     We bottle feed our kids.  Our herd is closed (meaning we don't show and don't bring in new animals without quarantine) so we aren't susceptible to CAE.  I don't pasteurize the milk so the kids are getting good raw milk, which of course is better for them.  We like to bottle feed because it makes the kids far more friendly and easier to sell--everyone wants a goat that isn't afraid of them. 

     I confess that I worry about kidding a lot.  My mind conjures up a million and one ways things could go wrong.  I worry about the kids being positioned properly because I hate having to turn kids or lose them because they are in the wrong position.  This year I bought some coated steel cable in case we have another kid in that horrible position of the front legs coming out but the head is stuck, pushed backwards up inside.  In that position you need a "kid puller" to loop around the head and pull it down (it wants to keep folding backwards up inside unless you help hold it steady so that it can come out with the front feet).  We've only had that happen once but it was very traumatic to me. 

     I also worry that they will kid in the middle of the night and not survive the cold temperatures.  We've only had that happen once and was actually able to save the kids because I heard the kids bleating in my sleep, woke up and ran out to find them. 

     Then, once the kids are born I worry that they will be OK.  I worry that the mommas will be OK.  We keep our kids in the house for the first 3-5 days (generally in our bathtub) so that I am able to keep a really good eye on them and make sure they are eating and eliminating properly and that they continue to act normally.

     Sometimes I think that I worry so much so that when things don't go badly I have a huge sigh of relief that things went so well.  And if things don't go well I am mentally prepped for the worst case scenario.  I prefer the sigh of relief though!!

     I'll let ya'll know how things turn out!!

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Feb. 29, 2008 - Recovering from the Flu

     For the past 3 weeks our family has been sick.  Apparently our area has two different flu viruses going around and, lucky us, we got both.  We hadn't even finished recouperating from the first round when the second one hit.  And we even had some stomach thing in between.  I'm figuring we're good for quite some time now!!! 

      Somehow, I missed out on the first round but got hit pretty hard with the second.  I hate being sick.  When I get sick, I GET SICK.  Our life stops while the children have to manage the house and take care of me.  I've always suffered with bronchitis and often get pneumonia when I get sick.  Fortunately I didn't get pneumonia this time but I did manage to get mammoth cold sores on and inside (yes inside!!) my nose and mouth.  The children cringe when they look at me.  They are very painful!!  But hey, at least I'm able to get out of bed now. 

     The children have, at their daddy's request, been scrubbing and scouring the house in efforts to rid ourselves of all the flu germs.  Soon I will have the strength to help out!! 

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Feb. 19, 2008 - Our Quiver Full Testimony

 

Our journey to becoming “Quiver Full” started in 1988 like many of my other “journeys” have started… with a good book.  I had bought Mary Pride’s “All the Way Home” at the Christian bookstore, took it home and devoured it.  Dh, Steve was less than thrilled.  We had been Christians for only about 6 months and, never being one to swim against the current, this concept of allowing the Lord to plan our family seemed outright bizarre to him.  Children are demanding and expensive.  Our marriage was quite unstable.  What would people think???  We were already considered strange for home schooling but this was just more than his mind could comprehend.

As a side note I’d like to add that I had been involved in a bible study with a couple of friends a few months earlier discussing Godly Womanhood/Proverbs 31 via cassette tapes by a lovely woman named Emily Duenke.  In one of these lessons she spoke about allowing God to plan our families--but my friend who was leading the study refused to allow us to listen to it since we had several children already and our income levels were fairly low.  Praise God that He was determined for me to know His truths concerning the blessings of children regardless of what anyone else thought about our circumstances!!

Through my persistence and prayers Steve did eventually warm up to the idea.  When our first QF baby (our fourth child) came along he was fairly onboard with the concept but still had his reservations.  The Lord began to open doors for our family as we walked in obedience and He blessed us in so many ways that we hadn’t expected.  Financially we were doing great--not going backwards as Steve had worried would happen.  But the pressure to “be responsible” started to mount and with the next two positive pregnancy tests he was less than thrilled--especially with my sixth pregnancy which turned out very sadly as the baby was born with a lethal dwarfism and died only moments after birth.

This was a pivotal time in our life when the Lord did a mighty work in our family.  We had just started our business, had lost our home in the flood of 1993, was living in a 23’ RV while trying to find a home to rent all the while pregnant with baby #6.

Miraculously, we found a place to live and Red Cross had seen to any of food/clothing needs.  Our needs were abundantly met once again.

When I was 7 months along we made the decision to see one of the doctors in the area where we had previously lived that did things a bit more naturally than most doctors.  (Up until then we had not seen a doctor because we weren’t sure where we would be living.)  He insisted that I have an ultrasound and a few weeks later I drove the 3 hour drive, alone, for my appointment.  Deep down, I had known all along that something was dreadfully wrong with the baby but my mind was so full of everything else going on that I just refused to face the facts.  Unfortunately for me, Steve had stayed home to watch the children.  I cried all the way there knowing that my baby was going to die.  The ultrasound revealed my fears to be true.  I didn’t know how I was going to make the long drive home alone or how I was going to explain this sad development to the children.

Losing the baby was a real eye-opener.  We had taken for granted so many things--like healthy, living children.  I had spent the pregnancy feeling resentful of having more than I could handle and wishing the baby away.  How quickly my attitude changed!!  All during this time of hardship, my faith in the Lord’s provision and goodness never wavered.  Steve’s became stronger.  I found that he had fully come to trust the Lord to bless us with however many children He desired.  Oh happy day!!!  The opposition to us having more children (a few callous people actually insinuated that we were being punished through the loss of our baby for our foolishness to not use birth control) continued but we stood side by side, strong in the conviction that the Lord is the rightful owner of our reproductive systems.  How foolish to think we knew better than our Father, who only seeks to do us good. 

Have we ever wanted to turn from the Truth?  I confess that we have had our share of weak moments when we have prayed for the Lord to keep me from conceiving--yet I have always amended those prayers with “Thy will be done”.  There is peace deep inside while being in His will and distress while living in the flesh against His will.  Our family chooses peace.

In these recent years, with yet another loss of a baby (stillbirth at full term) we have come to realize that it is a more difficult road for us to accept NOT having a new baby in the house every 18 to 24 months.  As my fertility draws closer to an end, my arms ache to hold more children and my heart’s cry is that our Father would bless us with more children.  Gone are those crazy days when I wasn’t sure that I could make it though another day, being far outnumbered by little children who needed so much of me.  How I miss that now!!

In both the addition and losses of children and grandchildren, I have come to see that God is indeed sovereign.  Though the prayers of a righteous man availeth much, God will do as He deems best.  I visualize our choice to walk the Quiver Full life as jumping off the ledge of faith with a heart full of peace and excitement knowing that the Lord will catch us before we hit the ground. 

And what a wonderful ride this Quiver Full life has been!  If I could go back and do it all over again, I’d do it in a heartbeat.  Even through the hard times and the times of loss the Lord has been so close to me, making those times extra special.  He has shown me in those dark times how much He loves me and that I am His.  I have cried and ranted and raved while He has patiently listened and filled my heart with His peace because I have trusted in Him.  And as all of the children the Lord has blessed us with surrounds us, I am filled with deep thankfulness for the work He has done because He chose to reveal His truth about “family planning” to us.  Glory to God in the highest!!!

I am sad for my Christian brothers and sisters who believe the lies of the enemy; that children are a burden and self gratification is the most important goal in life.  It breaks my heart that many of them are led to get “broken” at the overbearing suggestions of others who have no right meddling in the marriage bed of a husband and his wife.  My goal is to live my life, walking in God's will, that others may see that children are a blessing and that God is good all the time.

If you've bore with me and made it this far, you have the patience of a saint and I want to say "thank you" for letting me share. 

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Feb. 16, 2008 - New Links

     Yes, I know that it is shocking that I would post twice in one day--don't faint!!    I just wanted to let you know that I have put up a couple of new links that are special to me...

#1  My ebay store grammyKscloset.  I usually have books there but occasionally other misc. stuff that I find and want to pass along to someone who could have better use of it than I do.  I'm a packrat and have loads of stuff that I need to list but not near enough time to do it. 

#2  The Bird HotLine.  After losing our dear cockatiel Polly I've learned a few things--namely that we are not the only ones who have lost a bird!  This website is dedicated to reuniting lost birdies with his/her family. 

     Due to the terrible weather that we've had and the lack of food/water available, I am fairly certain that our Polly is no longer alive.  Nevertheless, I still call for her and pray that if she is alive the Lord would watch over her.  I've posted on the "lost bird" section of the Bird HotLine site in hope that someone will find her and contact us. 

     It's important that the word is spread about the Bird HotLine so that if someone loses or finds a bird there is a way to get that bird back to his family.  

   

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Feb. 16, 2008 - If History Remembers Me...

    Recently, on one of our weekly date nights, dh and I saw National Treasure 2.  It got me thinking about my life and how history will remember me (as if my life is that significant!! giggle!!). 

     When people learn that we have 10 children their first exclamation of wonder is usually a breathless "HOW do you do it all?!?!"  I assume they are wondering how we manage "everything" and try to explain that we DON'T do it all.  In today's society where children must own the newest, latest, most expensive _______ (you fill in the many blanks) and be chauffeured to this class and that lesson--well, yes it is a bit boggling to their minds. 

     On our anniversary trip last August, we met a nice older couple on our Rogue River Mail Boat trip.  When the wife learned about our large family she told us that she wished she could be a fly on our wall.  My first thought, of course, was that that probably wouldn't be a good idea since we'd probably swat her dead.    But I knew what she meant.  Our house is pretty crazy most of the time.  I'm one of those touchy, feely moms who loves hanging out with her kids more than scrubbing toilets.  School is life more than lessons.  My children remaining at home are between the ages of 24 and almost 4.  Such variety!!  I love it.  

     If history does remember me, I want it to be for the love I gave to my family and the life that I joyously surrendered to care for those who mean the most to me.  I hope that all who know me know that I am who I want to be, where I want to be.  There is nothing else I love more than being who God has made me. 

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Jan. 17, 2008 - Grammy & Silas

     Stevie and Hannah got into town today.  The little girls and I tagged along with Scott and Josh to the condo they are renting.  The boys were helping move their things in and we wanted to see Stevie and Hannah and get our hands on the baby!!    I admit that he's completely adorable!!

Grammy (me) and Silas   

   I knew that Lilly would cry when she saw the baby.  She still mourns deeply over our little Aaron and is sad that we have not yet had another baby.  I'm still praying for more children so we're just waiting to see if the Lord blesses us. 

     Anyway, it will be great having Stevie and Hannah back for awhile.  Dh, Steve really needs a break from the business and I just enjoy having them around!! 

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Jan. 16, 2008 - Goodbye Polly???

     Our family is very sad this week.  Our cockatiel Polly flew out the front door on Monday.  We heard her off and on all Monday and on Tuesday we heard her and saw her perched in a tree in the back yard but a hawk scared her and she flew off into the woods.  Today we haven't heard or seen anything of her.  It's cold with the lows dipping down below freezing every night and tonight it is supposed to rain changing into snow.  I whistle (call for her) each time I go outside--which is several times a day.  It's hard to sleep knowing she's out in the cold.  I've been praying that the Lord will keep her safe, warm, fed/watered, and bring her back to us.  At first my prayers were demanding and I felt so distressed.  Now I am asking for the Lord's will in this whole thing and praying that He will give us the grace to withstand the loss--especially the children.  I know that He cares for our hurts not matter how small.  I will continue to call her--the Lord is capable of working a miracle. 

     Last week she started darting towards the door and I knew that I needed to clip her wings.  We've never taken outside since the last fiasco.  I was planning to do it over the weekend but just didn't find the time.  A painful lesson in procrastination. 

     I realize that our "loss" is so insignificant in light of so many other hurts in the world.  I confess that I feel a bit guilty for even mentioning it.  Sigh.  But this blog is about letting friends and family know what's going on in our lives.  I sure hope that 2008 gets better cause, so far, I'm not real impressed. 

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Jan. 4, 2008 - Our (belated) News...

     Does anyone else, like me, have weeks on end when things are just horribly "off"?  Our family was without power for 4 days one week due to the ice storm that roared through the Midwest, without Internet service for a couple of weeks due to something going bad in our phone line, and then a few days before Christmas, I got sick--and I'm still struggling to recover.  The kids have been catching it one by one as well.  Everything is behind and backed up.  My "new year" didn't ring in as happily as I had hoped!!  But I suppose it's not as bad as it could be!!!

Our news....

     I am officially a grandma!!!  Baby Silas was born on December 20th at 3:47am.  He weighed in at 7 lbs 5 oz and measured out at 19 inches.  Stevie and Hannah couldn't be happier!!!  In a few weeks they will be moving back here for  a while (6 months to a year) and I will be able to hold him in my arms and welcome him into our crazy family.  The little girls will be in baby heaven.  Everyone is very excited.

1 day old

I had decided not to make New Year's resolutions this year but I do hope to be able to blog more often than I have been able to these last few months.

 

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Nov. 16, 2007 - Our Trip to the Nature Center

     I thought that I would post a few pictures of our trip to the Runge Nature Center last weekend.  We had a great time walking the trails (actually we were nearly jogging them just to keep up with Eli) and checking out the exhibits.  They have a lot of neat live displays and stuffed ones as well.  There is a stuffed cougar that was hit along the highway about 40 miles from our home.  The little boys thought that it was really neat because we had a cougar roaming our neighborhood a couple years ago.  Hannah and Bethany saw it's tracks, our neighbor saw it running through our field and Jordan saw it running through another neigbor's property.  Sure wish I would've been able to catch a glimpse as well.

A happy but tired group!!

 

The little boys checking out the freshwater aquarium!! 

 

Scott took this awesome picture of this beautiful savannah. 

 

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Nov. 15, 2007 - A Bad Pet Month

Last Sunday our cockatiel, Polly flew away. Dh had her outside. He had taken a walk down to our orchard and had set her on the fence. She has been growing her new flight feathers over the past few months and has been experimenting with flying about in the house. I had warned all of the children not to take her outside--just in case. Well, she flew off the fence, swooped down low, gathering up momentum and then up over our house and out of his sight. We spent about an hour or more calling and whistling for her but she didn’t fly back or whistle back to us.

We had planned a trip to the nature center for that afternoon and we left in hopes that she would come back to us when we got home. We had a great time viewing the exhibits and walking the trails but a few of the children were still pretty distraught that our birdie was lost.

When we got home it was pretty late. We called and whistled but still got no response. I was thinking that she could have flown anywhere by now. I thanked the Lord that it was going to be a warm night with the low just under 60 degrees and the much needed rain wasn’t supposed to start until Monday morning. I spent a lot of time thinking of her and praying that He would protect her and send her back to us. I knew that He would have no problem with bringing her back to us if it were His will. Such a simple thing. The children went to bed praying for their lost Polly too.

I figured that the best time of trying to find her would be in the morning when she wakes up and is eager for her “Mommy” to carry her around while making breakfast and getting the children up and going. I am probably her favorite person--we spend a lot of time together. She sits on my shoulder when I am on the computer or working in the kitchen and as we do our schoolwork.

I had Dh open the bedroom window that night in hopes that I would hear her in the morning. Sure enough, as I lay there in bed waking up, I heard her whistle. As quickly as I could, I threw on my clothes and ran outside whistling back. When she heard me she got all excited and started whistling faster and louder. Turns out that she had spent her night roosting on a pallet slat beside the barn. She was very happy to see us and get back into the house.

Hope (10) was especially happy to see Polly. She’s had a bad month pet wise. Her injured chicken that she was caring for died, and our favorite cat Bobbi, who had been missing for about a week was found dead in the barn,. Then the goldfish we had brought in from outside (in a watering tank) died. On Saturday she had exasperatedly exclaimed “what else could happen?” to which Lilly (12) yelled “Don’t say that!!” Then the next day,--Sunday--our Polly flew away. So she was pretty upset and spent most of last night in tears. She is an animal lover like her mother.

I know that it may seem like a silly thing to feel loss and sadness (especially for me as an adult) when something bad happens to a pet--as you look at it compared to all the hurts and evils in this world--but such a comfort to our hearts when God answers our prayers in some of the more seemingly insignificant areas. We know that He still would have been fully in charge of the situation even if we hadn’t found her and would have rested in the knowledge that “all thing work together for our good”. But how sweet it is that He answered our prayers in this happy way.   

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Oct. 21, 2007 - A Day at Ha Ha Tonka

    About a week and a half ago we had a little get together at Ha Ha Tonka State Park.  It was a blast!!!  My mom wanted all of us to get together before cold weather set in.  Our family was there (with all 9 of our children who are still living at home), my sister Kerrie with her 6 children, my unmarried sister Kandy, and of course my mom and step daddy Bill.  The weather was great!!!  The younger kids--under Steve's watchful eye--and Bill fished all day while the older kids walked the trails.  We grilled dinner and had a fantastic picnic.  Wonderful memories were made!!  

 A neat link to info about Ha Ha Tonka...  

 http://www.livelakeozarks.com/ozarks/parks/haha.htm

The little boys fishing with Steve lending a hand.

 

Eli's little catch!  A small fry for a small fry!

 

Cousin Jacob's catch!

 

Bill's catch!  A little smaller than he's used to!!

 

Bethany's catch!

       The children love every chance they have for everyone to be together.  Not only are they cousins, but they are best friends as well.  About once a month I have my nephews and niece over for at least the weekend--sometimes longer.  But no matter how much time they have together, it's never long enough.  Their friendship and closeness is a precious treasure I hold in my heart.  Other than the love of our Lord, what could be better than the love of family who are also friends? 

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Oct. 3, 2007 - A little catching up...

   Hello friends!!  I apologize for taking so long to update my little corner of blogdom.  Lately, life has just seemed so big and I feel like such a small, insignificant part of it.  All is well--please don't worry.  It's just that there is so much to do and so little time to do it in.  I'm still shell shocked from turning another page on the calendar.  How can it be October already???

     In late August Steve and I took a trip to the west coast for our 26th anniversary.  This was our first trip on our own in 3 1/2 years (since Eli's birth) so it was kind of weird--but very nice!!  We flew into San Francisco and drove all the way up into Oregon.  Most of the trip was very relaxing and fun.  We took the Hydro-Jet Mail Boat trip up the Rogue River--the highlight of our trip!  Awesome!! 

     Aside from the beautiful drive down Hwy 1, we also visited Trees of Mystery and rode the Skunk Train in Ft. Bragg.  The weather was beautiful and we had a great time together. 

     This is one of my favorite pictures on the trip...     Steve loves to go out on a limb (or in this case a rock!) so that I can get unique pictures of his bravado--and in this case he got swamped!!  I laughed and laughed and laughed!!  (Yes, I am mean!!)

 

One of the only pictures a kindly stranger took of us together. 

     Hannah is doing very well!!  She is already 30 weeks along now.  The stitch comes out when she is 35 weeks and they figure that she will probably go into labor shortly thereafter.  To say that they are excited to have made it this far would be an understatement!!  We are praying for the baby to grow and develop and be a strong little guy.

     I'm hoping to have time soon to write a bit more.  Thanks for your patience!! 

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Aug. 9, 2007 - A Quick Update

Just a quick update to let you all know that Ellie and Seth's little Jessica is with the Lord.  She went to be with our Lord on Sunday a little before 4pm.  The family is deeply grieved and really needs prayer.  It is so difficult to lose a little one that way--well in any way, I suppose. 

Hannah is doing well--just very distressed with all that is going on in her family (and who wouldn't be?)..  Today she is 22 weeks.  So far everything is still looking great!! Please pray for her and the baby if you feel led!! 

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