Grace Sufficient For Me

• Jun. 1, 2009
Can I Really Do This?

This fall I start my first year of High School with my oldest.  I was looking through some lesson plans tonight and feeling a little overwhelmed. 

First, how can I stretch myself enough between four kids and make sure that she is getting what she needs as far as teaching goes?  We're well past 2+2 and her studies are going to require a lot of my time.  What are my days going to look like?  Sometimes I struggle with giving so much of my energy to my homeschool that I have little left for my husband or other things that need my attention.  And, somewhere in the midst of it all, I need to be able to have some time to myself for refreshing.

Second, how much is too much?  There are so many things to teach, such a smorgasborg of options.  Latin or Spanish?  Logic? Critical Thinking?  Government?  Computer Science?  To CLEP or not to CLEP?  How do I know I'm making the right decisions?

Finally, how do I keep up with her studies?  The large majority of what she will learn next year I never learned or have long forgotten.  I will need to stay on top of her studies plus the other children's as well. 

These are some real challenges.  I've been doing this for a really long time, but now that I've hit HS, I feel like I am starting over.  I don't want Ellen to be my guinea pig.  I want to get it right for her and have confidence in what I am teaching. 

Hmmmmm.... I need to think these things through and really ask God to give me a vision for what He wants our days to look like this fall.

On a lighter note, I'm going to make homemade strawberry jam tomorrow.  I've never done it before by myself.  Usually my mom makes it and I just kind of stand by and keep her company and taste test  We'll see how that goes.  I think the girls will have fun.

Maybe tomorrow I'll blog about how I sold all of our living room furniture and now my husband is sitting on my little girl's chair watching the ball game.  That's a pretty funny story.

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• May. 30, 2009
Here I Go!

Well, this is my first official "blog".  I have been threatening to do it for some time now.  I am hoping that tomorrow I can get Ellen to help me personalize it and learn a little more.  It amazes me how much she knows about programming and she has learned it all on her own.  So, a little bit about me.  I am a homeschooling mom of 4 incredible daughters.  I love homeschooling and the blessings it brings to our family.  I am always willing to admit that it can be very challenging at times, but I enjoy challenges.  We have just finished our seventh year of homeschooling.  Wow!  I can't believe it has been that long!  My oldest will start "highschool" this fall and I am a little anxious.  I want to be sure that I give her everything she needs over the next four years, but this is completely unchartered territory for me!  I am trying to glean every little morsel that I can from other moms who have already been down this path b/c I really want to get it right.  I'll enjoy reading others' blogs and hearing more about great homeschooling ideas.  I also look forward to getting encouragement from others when I need it the most 

We use Tapestry of Grace.  This is our third year with that curriculum and I have really enjoyed it.  I like it b/c it allows me to teach across all ofthe different levels.  Next year, we will do Year 3 of the curriculum. 

Well, I guess that's all for tonight.  I can't believe that someone else would actually want to read my ramblings, but who knows? 

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