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Today was Ballet Technique, and I feel totally alive from the workout. Jessica pretty much kicked me out because I was being way too hyper and she wants to sleep, so here I am. Okay, so I am pretty much in a bind. Jess laughs at me and says I'm being hopelessly silly, but I don't really care. Well, usually they keep the boys and girls pretty seperate here. Boys can't go in girl dorms, and vice-versa, and boys and girls have their own classes. But- in the residence lounge, where I am right now, guys and girls mix freely. Not without supervision, but freely, and we girls catch sight of guys between classes and at lunch hall. And there's this guy who's a really great dancer and very good-looking. (AND he's straight. It's sad but most guys in ballet are not.) I don't really even know his name, I just know that his hair is dark brown and he has the bluest eyes I have ever seen. The downside? Practically every girl in my suite is in love with him. Oh, what is his name? It's something with a J... not John... oh, I don't know. Speaking of John... well, he's a major problem in all of this. I've been here for quite a while and I've only gotten ONE lousy email from him. I dont' know what's wrong. The twins don't speak of him in their emails at all, which I find strange because John is Jarrod's best friend. It could have something to do with what happened the day I left for SAB.. but no, it couldn't, cause I don't know how the twins coulda found out... Unless John told them.. eek, that would be bad.. okay, sorry, just random thinking to myself moment there ignore it. Anyway, I'm hopelessly torn up about all fo this, especially since I only got truly interested in boys about a year ago and my first and only crush so far has been John, so this is really all-new for me. Jess is right, I AM sad... oh well. Any advice will be accepted! Okay, I gotta go eat cause my stomcah is rumbling ..haha the guy at the next computer is lookign at me strangely cause my stomach just complained REALLY loudly.... So I'll post later! Toodles!
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