When You Stumble Make It Part Of The Dance
May. 5, 2007
*sigh*

what did i tell you? it's raining....

ooh, my friend is driving me up the wall!!!!! she has this HUGE crush on my brother Jeremy, and won't leave him alone... ugh.

good news- i am going to be clara in my dance school's performance of "the nutcracker!" It's TONS of work, but I love it.....

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Oh, dear. my friend just sent jeremy another love email. she is going to have to stop soon or i will do something about it....... 

OH JEREMY!!!!! I am NOT even going to tell you what he just did.. in MY ROOM nonetheless... he'd better scoot or i will come after him with my flyswatter!
Don't make light of that fact (or laugh) 'cause that thing hurts!

okay he's gone.

I have a huge predicament, actually... (finally, we come to the point of this entry! you say. :P)   Um... I have this huge crush on my brother Jarrod's best friend.

his name is john and he has dark brown eyes and sandy brown hair.... but we're good friends and i am too young to date so i am keeping my feelings to myself. I can't stop thinking about him, though! I don't know what to d-

JEREMY GET OUT OF MY ROOM!!!!!

dangit (sorry bad word) he saw my writing!!!!!! this is so bad... tell me what to do jeremy's gonna tell Jarrod and john... this is NOT good, not good at all....... HELP MEEEEEEEE!!!!!

NESSA


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May. 4, 2007
yay!!!!!

I am done with my room.... tomorrow I will be able to go outside and romp in the sunshine!!!
Watch- it'll rain or something. :)

Jarrod and Aliyah both have aquired something terrible.... they're throwing up as well as.. the other thing... and are completely misreable. jarrod's in bed with the chills, and Aliyah has this huge headache. It's horrible. I've confined myself to my room...

OH!!! a good thing happened today! Jeremy found out that Tiffany was cheating on him and dumped her! I am SO glad!!!!!!!! He's really mad and was crying off and on all day. Now he's on my bed, being annoying and playing melancholy songs on his guitar.. I must say, he's not as good as Jarrod.

ha ha! He just read that last part and now is blustering his head off- "I play very well, thank you very much!" "I was the one who taught guitar to Jarrod!" (not true!) Now he wants me to delete it... NO WAY!!!!!! LOL this is WAY too much fun.....

Now he's sitting in sullen silence. Aren't brothers fun??

ANYWAY................................................

well, it's bed time. the stars are out, everyone is going to bed, and my room is clean.. I have a feelign that I will sleep very well tonight if JEREMY WOULD JUST GET OFF OF MY BED!!!!! lol

GOODNIGHT, EVERYONE!!!!

NESSA


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May. 1, 2007
DeAr JoURnAl

Well it is a perfectly wonderful day outside....

yet here I am, at my computer, wasting the time away..... looking at the despicable mess that surrounds me.....

I really should be cleaning my room. But I don't want to.

I can't go outside till it's finished so I guess i better get cracking.... 

*Sigh* wish me well..

NESSA 

 


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Apr. 24, 2007
Dear Journal...

Ah, finally! Some peace and quiet!!

The younger twins are asleep, The Germ- Jeremy- is in the shower, Jarrod is reading on the couch, and the  parents are cleaning up the kitchen.

As you can probably tell, I don't like Jeremy all that much. He's kind of stuck up, and all he EVER talks about is tiffany, his bimbo girlfriend. I swear she's a barbie. Okay, that was kind of mean, but she just doesn't sit well with me.  I hate her empty blue eyes and dyed blond hair and french manicure... she has fifteen million earrings all up and down her ears, and if she showed any less skin she'd be naked.. if you know what I mean. Mom and Dad hate her too, but Jeremy won't listen to them. I'm getting kind of worried about him.

Jarrod is really quiet, but a really strong christian. He's on the worship team at youth group, and though a lot of girls like him, he hasn't gone out with anyone yet.  There was this one girl, Megan, who caught his eye, but she turned out to be no better than Tiffany- apparantly that's why he was sulking around the other day.  I worry about him, too.

Both of my brothers are really protective of me. I love them to peices and they love me back, but sometimes they can get to be just too much. Jeremy is always suspicous when my guy friends call to talk to me, and Jarrod hates that I have more guy friends than girl. Which I really don't like. He sometimes can be too concerned.  

You know what else I hate? I hate it when girls moon all over my brothers, and ask me if they like them, and talk about nothing else when I'm around. It's like, yeah, I know you like my brothers, but I want to be with you so that I can have fun and forget about them, not hear about their beautiful brown eyes! I live with them, for gosh sakes, don't you think I would have noticed their biceps and the way Jarrod plays his guitar?? It really bugs me...  

okay ranting moment over.... sorry, I just had to write that.

it's really peaceful now. No fighting or loud noises, just peace and quiet. I can hear the shower running, and the murmur of voices from the kitchen, and the typing of my keyboard, but nothing else. I'm in my jammies, with my hair all washed, and I feel sooo soo tired.... I'll try to write more tomorrow but I think right now I need to be prayed for and then hit the sack.

Well, good night to all!! Have a great sleep! 

NESSA 


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Apr. 21, 2007
Dear Journal,

Arrg! Aliyah and Andrew are fighting AGAIN!!! I think it's because Andrew hid Aliyah's favorite stuffed animal, but I'm not sure.... they can get on my nerves no matter what, it seems!!! 

Life is as normal. Jarrod is downstairs in the room he and Jeremy share, playing around with his guitar. Jeremy is off somewhere with his girlfriend, and Dad's watching a John Wayne movie. Mom's in the kitchen making supper, and I am sitting in my loft(yes, i have a loft!), chrocheting and typing- as you can see. :)

this morning was so chaotic. I had to be at Ballet at nine, and at exactly eight forty five I realized that I couldn't find my toe shoes.  Andrew made the toilet overflow, Aliyah came inside crying because she had scraped her knee, Jeremy burned the pancakes, Jarrod sulked around- don't ask me why, I have no clue, and dad was in everyone's way. 

I want to be just like my mom when I get married- she handled everything well. She found my toe shoes, gave everyone cereal, sent dad to unplug the toilet as she kissed Aliyah's knee, and craked a joke that made Jarrod laugh- all in fifteen minutes.

Ballet practice went well, and I finally reached my goal of going all the way down in my side splits. yay! I'm so excited.

oops, mom needs me. Well, I gotta go, but I'll write more later.

Adios!
NESSA  

 

 

 


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Apr. 13, 2007
WOW!!!

I have people who want to be my friends!!! I feel so blessed!!!!!

Everyone who wants to be my friend can be my friend!!!

Thanks for reading!

NESSA


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Apr. 9, 2007
hmm.. I really don't know what to title this as....

weell I've decided that this will be my diary, posted for all to see. :)

In answer to your question, sweetpotato, (btw, it's wonderful that you came!!! I have a reader!!!) I'm in ballet. It's not a dumb question at all!!!

mm, my mom is cooking something wonderful... I can smell it all the way up here in my loft!!! I can't wait till dinner time!!!!! 

NESSA


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Apr. 8, 2007
Happy Easter!

YAY! JESUS IS RISEN!!!!!!!

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NESSA


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Apr. 8, 2007
wow

Easter service today was amazing... everyone was just rocking out for God, even the pastor.

well, guess what? I have just been accepted into a major dance school on scholarship! yay!!!! the mail came friday, and my mom gave ti to me for easter in my basket. I was so excited! It's going to be a lot of hard work, but it'll be worth it.

I'm reading a really good book: Haunted Waters by Jerry B. Jenkins. I know I probably don't have any readers yet, but for those who chance upon my blog, read the "red rocks mysteries:" series. It's for ages twelve and up, but adults probably won't like it. It's Christian Mysteries about twins who live in my native state!!!!!

Well, I g2g, but I'll write more later.

NESSA 


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Apr. 2, 2007
Hey, Y'all!

Well, I'm Vanessa, and I'm new here, so bear with me as I figure everything out.

I'm a fourteen year old Christian Homeschooler, and I love to crochet, read, dance, write, and evangalize! I sing in my youth group's worship band and I'm an actress in many of the plays my church puts on.

I love the inheritance trilogy, anything by J.R.R Tolkien, and Victoria Hanley. I have two sisters, (well, one sister and one half sister) and my favorite color's blue.  My favorite bands are Underoath, Flyleaf, and The Wedding.

 I hope to become a professional conductor one day, and I want to fly an airplane!!!!!!! Where I live you can get a lisence at age fourteen, so I'm learning how to drive. It's a lot of fun, but really hard work! Anyway, I have to go, but I'll post later.

Toodles!
NESSA


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