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woveninhim
Nov. 9, 2007
God doesn't work that way
The news came yesterday that her tumor has grown and the doctors will not do chemo again. The next step is talk about radiation. How can such a little live-wire be so sick. If a person didn't know that she has cancer they would think she is a sweet, normal, and healthy two year old.
My heart breaks for her daddy and mommy. And yet there has been a time that I wanted to fuss at them because of the lie that they've made her. They had such a hard time having a child then they met a woman that was pregnant again and wasn't able to take care of the baby so they adopted her (I'm sure there were more details involved). And yet they told his side of the family that they'd had a surrogate mother. They were afraid that his family wouldn't love the baby like one of "their own". I was clued into the lie from the very beginning but couldn't believe that they would do something like that or think that low of their own family. And when it was confirmed I was angry because I knew with whom they were trying to compete and then I thought maybe her cancer was God's way of punishing them for lying about her. That last thought I didn't allow to stay for very long. Sometimes it tries to creep back in but I don't believe that God would punish my niece for the lie that my brother and sister-in-law have created. The rest of the family may never know, because it's not my place to tell them. I leave that to my brother and sister-in-law. But if you come across this blog and think about it please say a prayer for my niece and her family. God knows her name and He still answers prayer.
Until next time.
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Nov. 16, 2007 - Untitled Comment
And on a lighter note: I've been playing with facebook, too! It can be addicting! Its like a never ending game!
~Darlene