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hey i just got back from florida! its good to be back although i will really miss the warm sandy beaches. but thats ok. im not really tired enough ive been up since four this morning. we drove thirteen hours in the car today. it also sucks that i get carsick if i read in the car. Im on the swim ( you know that) but im dreading the upcoming swim meets. like i think its june 24th is when the next one is. i love to swim, its fun and great excercise, but i hate the competion. you would think it would be the easiest because its really only racing against yourself...but its not fun. i hate that much pressure. im only swimming to events. i like competion just not when it comes to swimming. my dad seems to understand better than my mom. i swim three days a week but it can be so discouraging sometimes. i swim with these super fast highschoolers, and a couple middle schoolers.the practice itself is fun, but i hate siwm meets. the swim team doesnt have very friendly people on it, so its not this fun, social sport for me anyways. im going to have to go, but i really dont want to. i missed one this weekend because thankfully we were in florida. anyways i think im going to go do some quiet time, and maybe discuss my dislike for swim meets with my parental control. <333 |
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