In the past few years I have delt with many different types of people, its what everyone does, right? Everyone knows that they are going to run into some nice ones and then some not so nice ones, and some don't know how to handle it. I myself have had problems dealing with people the past three years. I have been in 3 schools, private, public, and homeschool, and have always had problems with people. I have delt with depression, and suicide, and come through it, and let me tell you (for those who can't really say that they know what I'm talking about) it changes your life comepletely. There have been many times that I have lost hope, and sometimes I have let myself get a little to close to death when I shouldn't have. Now I am homeschooled and all I can say is that it is way less stress. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be in school at that moment. What are my friends doing? What classes do they have right now? Who called who what? ect. Just regular highschool drama, and then I remember that when your in it you cant just be on the outside looking in, if your there then your apart of all the drama and stress. People are cruel kids. Granted you will definatly meet some great life long friends, and maybe some of you are having problems with the unknown. I dont know. All I know is that children have to grow up in a very cruel environment these days, and sometimes kids who have the problems will take it out on the ones who don't. I may only be a highschooler, but I have been through some stuff that has made me wise beyond my years, and when I see someone who is having problems with what I went through it makes me thankful that I have parents who cared enough to take the time to bring me home and try to help me.
peace, ♥, and =]
[LG] -Scenecore.
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